what should I do today?
today is one of those days where I can't think. I suppose there is a lot I can do but I don't have any motivation to do it; and now that i'm fasting from memes I can't just chill out online.
here's an idea! what if I just type everything I think until I run out of stuff to say! that sound horrendously boring! lame!
seems like all the creativity I had a few days ago's been dried up for a while.... ew.
i've actually been just thinking about one person for a long time. maybe I should write down some of those stories, some of them are pretty funny. I got thrown in a river one time, I set off a car alarm accidently, I got beat real bad in League of legends... well maybe some other time.
love hurts. if there is one thing i know about love it is that love is painful in a way that nothing else is. i really hate it, what is it good for? but at the same time i have to have it! i love love! ahhhh! i can't stand it. LOVE Y U SO MEAN?!
all the time i think about love, and that doesn't help me but i haven't found a way to not think about it, it's equally impossible to think you can ignore love.
i sound totally wimpy, i'm gonna to stab myself now, bye.