My morning couldn't have started better. first of all I was awake, surprisingly refreshed for 5:50 am. The night before I had dropped like a rock and slept like a big sleepy log. I felt really good, winter is usually hard on me, I get cranky and agitated with out the sun out and it always rained around these parts.

Bus ride was quiet,this morning at school I was energized. Happy and excited for the online game updates I had been anticipating. The stage was set to be an awesome day, I was ready!

But lunch rolled around and one of my friends went home before I could see him again, that pissed me off. My friends told me to calm down and dampened my excitment about my gaming and by 1 o'clock I was all out of happy... again.

Seasonal affect disorder kicked in or (as i like to call it) SAD.

There goes my good day. I stayed after school to work on an project and my team members goofed off. It poured on my way home and I took shelter at a friend's place, and then I got a ride home so I can do chores and homework.

Today totally sucked, but now i'm home and mostly dry. I suppose I could have made my day better, not let my friends get me down and such. But what does one do when a friend causes problems? I ignore it 'cause it's easier than anything else to do. I don't like drama or problems or work actually. i'd rather sit and draw. maybe I should just go do that, huh?