(Dont you just love the orginal photo? I think its perdy)
Welcome!
I hope you know what you've gotten yourself into by coming here. I'm crazy, I swear haha.
Anway heres my About Me:
Lost#1: Real names Devin but a friend of mine calls me DB so thats why my world is called that. Clever huh?
Lost#2: Soo yeah, I'm like 18...good stuff haha.
Lost#3: Don't get confused by my first name, I am a girl. Trust me ^_-! Haha but yes, girl. Don't forget that. Ever. Lol
Lost#4: I am very happily taken and married to the most beautiful woman in the world, My One and only Sara Blazer. That's right, she has my name! -smiles- Shes my world. I love you Sara.
Lost#5: I come from a super crazy background. My mom and dad split, mom has a new boyfriend who she just had a kid with making me now have a 2nd sibling, dad is dork and trying to have a relationship with me now, mom has no time, my sisters a brat and a drama queen, and I have my own issues and is living with my friends parents about an hour and a half from my actual family. See what I mean? And thats not even the half of it...
Lost#6: I live in Florida and let my just get this out in the open now. I HATE Florida but sadly I have no choice to live here. Its hot and over populated with old people. Famous quote: "Florida is where old people come to die." Said by a really good friend of mine and I will never forget that. Eh...
Lost#7: I think I should do you the honor of warning you now, I'm not a very consistant person. I always tend to get very side tracked with my crazy life...or I fall asleep *grins* Yep yep!
Lost#8: I a HUGE music lover, I am always listening to music. Matter of fact, I'm listening to it as I type this. Good stuff...*Cough* Anyway I pretty much listen to everything as long as I like it. If you have something you think is pretty cool, don't be afraid to send me a message telling me about them. I love finding new music.
Lost#9: I'm an artist...or well I used to be. I used to draw a lot but recently I haven't really been all that into it. I do have stuff posted up here and I do update but I can't say it's all that often *shruggs and smiles*
Lost#10: I love to watch movies. I'm a fan of horror, comedy, *looks around* chick flicks, and *whispers* some musicals haha. Some of my favorite movies would have to be Fried Green Tomatos(awesome movie, kinda old), Wall.E(I *heart* robots!), D.E.B.S.(some of you may know this movie ^_^), hmmm....I love the Saw movies, there great. Um...Oh! And Stick It is always a personal fav. I think I'll stop here though.
Lost#11: I can't think of anythink other than the fact that Im a big reader. I love to read. I really like romance, mystery, murder, paranormal stuff. Books are fun! Lol
Well I think thats it for now. I gave you 11 of my Lost facts therefore you found out a little more about who you decided to read about here in this world. Hope you decided to stay. I'm always up for meeting new people so dont be afraid to PM me and what not.
Peace out chillens!
~DB
Time: 3:16 pm
Music: Gackt, Malive Mizer - Story (From a Jap. singer but its pretty much all piano)
My weekend was pretty lame, I finally got to go and see my mom. You know its kinda funny, before I get to see my mom Im all excited and stuff but then as soon as I get there I wanna leave again because of all the shit that goes on there. I mean I love my mom to death but the things she does could just kill me! Lol well not really, more like the other way around but were not gonna get into that just yet.
Besides that my dad was there which to say was odd seeing because for once my moms boyfriend wasnt there with them. Lol One of the first things I asked them was if they were sleeping with each other. Oh man! That was so funny. Of course they said no though, which is a good thing cause I really dont need to know about what they do behind closed doors.
Saturday though I hung out with my uncle and his girl. That was pretty cool except for in the beginning cause the two of them started fighting after she backed up into some guys motocycle and knocked it over. After that it went to hell, lots of yelling. Thats always fun lol. But soon they chilled out and the day moved on, with us playing catch and acting like idiots in a park. Lol warning, do not play catch in a park full of people, you just might hit someone in the process! Haha yeah...
You know what Ive noticed since I started writing all of these? Is that once I get started I just cant seem to stop. I mean like today for example, I was only get on and let you all know Im still alive and talk about a few things and now here I am telling you everything lol. Yeah, I dont know why I do that but oh well, just means that all of you who read this have to read all about my boring life.
Oh well, to bad ^^
Well I hope you all had a good weekend! Gotta go!
~DB
Time: 9:28
Music: Say Anything-Alive With The Glory of Love (Great fucking song)
So its been a few days since my last post and well I don't really have stuff all that exciting to say. Tuesday kinda sucked, I had super bad cramps and it all started during a school play that was like 3 hours long. Haha that was a blast, but I guess the play was alright, at least I didnt fall asleep this time lol. I did that during the last one they did hehe woops. That was pretty much my whole Tuesday though, I was in pain all day so I didnt do much.
Wednesday wasnt that bad though, I ended up getting invited to go to this church thing and I went lol. I only went because its pretty cool to see live music and thats what it was; a live band and some other stuff along with it. The only bad thing about going to that was that besides Heather and the girl who invited me I didnt really know anyone there and we showed up so early. I was gone all day from my house, lol from like 6:30am to almost 10 at night. Haha but again, it wasnt half bad. Hehe at least I was a VIP! Woop woop free food! lol
Today started out kinda shit though. I woke up with a really bad pain in my lower back which I still have right now and its a bitch. I like hurt to sit down fast and stand back up but I just had to ignor it. At the end of the day I was supposed to stay after school for my night school class (making up credits) but me, Kasie, and Chris all decided to skip. Well I had my reasons though, I ate something wrong at lunch just fucked up my stomach so bad it had me in tears. Thats one reason why I wanted to leave, that and I just didnt want to be there. So Chris and Kasie were all for it so we all went to my house and then things got fun. See Chris has really long hair but he wont brush it and its just been killing me and Kasie. So when we finally got him in my house we busted out the brush and straightner lmao.
Man, I never knew a guy could have such nice hair! I was kinda in envy haha but I wasnt the only one, even Kasie and Heather were too. Lol but yeah he looked soooo much better when it was all finished, we took pics too! Haha after that though we just chilled, played some Rock Band, then ate dinner before heading outside to wait for their rides.
I havent done much since that besides homework and shower lol I smell like strawberries!! Ohhh god, I love the smell of strawberries. Do you? Lol well anyway, Im gonna go off and listen to this really funny song called, "I Can Be Sexy (Too)" By Say Anything. Like I mentioned earlier, great fucking band. Well enjoy!
Dancing,
DB
Time: 4:50pm
Music: Say Anything-We Killed it. (Great band!!!)
Warning: If any of you are really religious please dont take offense to my entry here, I do not mean to offend people. This is just how I feel about the topic.
Like the title? Haha so not much has been happening lately, just hanging out and goofing off with a some friend of mine that I havent seen in a while. Like my weekend was orginally planned this way:
Friday: I was to hang out with Heather for her birtday, go to the movies and then to go out to dinner. That was supposed to be Friday. Friday went as planned. When me and her got home from school which is around 2:30pm, we chilled for a little bit, met our friend Ashley's boyfriend (which is really freakn' weird because shes gay), then we left for dinner which was waaaayyy to funny.
We live out in the county so we ended up going to a southern based restrant. So you know how most places like that do things for peoples birthday, right? Well they did that only they brought out this giant fake saddle thing that she was supposed to sit on while they sang happy birthday to her. She reufused as usually so instead our waitress got on it and started swinging around this huge napkin like she was a real cowgirl. I was laughing so hard I was in tears. After that though we went as saw that new movie Race to Witch Moutain, its was pretty good.
Next: This is where plans changed.
Saturday: My friend Chris was supposed to pick me up so we could go to our other friend Kasie's house to hang out and do whatever for the weekend or well Saturday and Sunday anyway. Well Kasies mom ended up saying no so then I was bored out of mine. I decided to call my G-pa and asked him if I could go over there. It was cool because he came and picked me up on the motorcycle, I freakn' love that bike.
But yeah, I talked for a little bit with him before my friend Rebekah came over and dragged me over to her house. I dont really expect the norm with Rebekah, Ive just known her too long to expect that. Well I totally forgot that she was really into Ag and when I walked into her garage there were goats there. Goats are soooo odd lol there was a little like kid goat and a huge prego goat. The little goat was funny. Rebekah and I didnt feel like being in her house so when her mom told us to walk to the goat (haha walking a goat) we just sat in the front yard instead and talked. It was pretty cool.
Well later on that day her boyfriend called and ended up coming over. This was the first time I had met the kid and let me just say that that was the last time I want to meet the kid. Hes this, no offense to some who may read this, snobby little rich kid. He was a jerk to her, making all of these really stupid cude jokes about her and stuff, I wanted to slap the shit out of him! I kinda got to anyway. We all moved outside and I pegged a huge football, giant pieces of really bad (hard) cookie, and a couple of grapefruits. Lol lets just say I had him runny and squeeling like a little girl haha. Im so mean to boys I dont like haha.
Finally: That was Saturday, Sunday just gets odd.
Sunday: So Rebekahs grandparents were in town so she had to go to church, I said that I would go with her so she wouldnt be along. Normally I dont mind church but I swear to you not, this church was like an undercover cult. It was soooo freakn' creepy! Ohh! And guess what I found out. Jesus is a male prostitue. I found this scripture talking about Jesus saying that. Haha okay, before you all kill me Ill be moving on. After church we had to go feed her pony and other goats (Jeeze this girl has sooo many animals lol) it was pretty funny. Her pony is small but has a huge attitude problem so she kept getting mad. Mad ponies are super funny. That didnt last long.
Later that day we all, which turned out to be my other long time friend Megan, her sister and her friend Tiffany and Mike, at least I think thats there names, and Rebekah and me just ended up hanging out on the corner (haha not that was, Rebekah's house is on a corner). I can't really remember what we all ended up talking about but I can tell you some of it was about music, art, animals (we had the crazy baby goat out side jumping on people), life, and lastly sex lol. All and all it was a pretty fun weekend.
Now:
So that was my odd but fun weekend. Nothing really happened today for me to share so Ill just skip that. I hope all of you had a great weekend though. Gotta go!
Laughing,
DB
Time:6:40
Music: L'Arc~en~Cil - LOST HEAVEN
(A J-Rock band)
Sorry for no post yesterday but I think Ill just end up posting every couple of days anyway, my life isnt as exciting as it used to be since I moved out of my moms drama filled place. The people I stay with now are just so...boring. Haha I dont really mean that in a bad, wait, well maybe I do mean that in a bad way, but arg! They dont really like me, think Im some kinda "Broken Spirt" because I was raised differently. Not my fault my mom does drugs and shit, right?
Anyway though, theres not much happening here, just got back from a NAHS (National Art Honor Society) meeting not to long ago. All we ended up doing was painting the Cafe, which really sucked. Eh...
The thing I have really been noticing a lot about me though is that I day dream alot. Like today after school I was distracted because I was in my own world thinking about the future and shit. We've been testing the last couple of days and well Ive been a little worried, which is probably not helping my day dreaming at all but what can I do?
But sometimes my day dreams are pretty normal for the most part, just stuff like what college may be like or living in my own place but then sometimes there about what I wish I had and those really suck cause then afterwards I feel really lonely. Do any of you day dream like that? Like you are just sitting there thinking about your future, dream lovers, things you had?
I think the reason I day dream a lot is because I think Im afraid of what may lie ahead in the future. I didnt really grow up with much; my parents have been addicted to drugs since before I was even thought of so this was a factor of my childhood.
Ive seen somethings that most people dont hear of until their in their 30's, things that kids arent supposed to witness. But to be honest it never really bothered me all that much, I mean yeah sure I wanted whom ever it was at the time to stop but I can stop something like that (Ive tried). I just dont really get all that stressed out very easily. Like when big dramatic things happen I could just stare at it and not care but when little things happen I freak *laughs* I tend to be a bit backwards. Yeah...
Well I really just got on here to tell you all about my non-stop day dreaming but I guess I got a little more into things then I orginally planned haha woops! You all got to learn more about my background though, isnt that nice? Im just full of stories! Haha.
Well why dont you guys tell me if you day dream or not. I would really like to know that Im not the only one out there doing it all the time *grins*.
You all have a great day though!
~DB
Well like I said I would get the photo up of what I was saying and now its here.
Scooter7 posted it for me (shes the one who actually took the pic).
Haha well anyhoo, like it said, there it is for ya to gawk at haha kidding.
Enjoy!
~DB
