(Dont you just love the orginal photo? I think its perdy)

Welcome!
I hope you know what you've gotten yourself into by coming here. I'm crazy, I swear haha.

Anway heres my About Me:

Lost#1: Real names Devin but a friend of mine calls me DB so thats why my world is called that. Clever huh?

Lost#2: Soo yeah, I'm like 18...good stuff haha.

Lost#3: Don't get confused by my first name, I am a girl. Trust me ^_-! Haha but yes, girl. Don't forget that. Ever. Lol

Lost#4: I am very happily taken and married to the most beautiful woman in the world, My One and only Sara Blazer. That's right, she has my name! -smiles- Shes my world. I love you Sara.

Lost#5: I come from a super crazy background. My mom and dad split, mom has a new boyfriend who she just had a kid with making me now have a 2nd sibling, dad is dork and trying to have a relationship with me now, mom has no time, my sisters a brat and a drama queen, and I have my own issues and is living with my friends parents about an hour and a half from my actual family. See what I mean? And thats not even the half of it...

Lost#6: I live in Florida and let my just get this out in the open now. I HATE Florida but sadly I have no choice to live here. Its hot and over populated with old people. Famous quote: "Florida is where old people come to die." Said by a really good friend of mine and I will never forget that. Eh...

Lost#7: I think I should do you the honor of warning you now, I'm not a very consistant person. I always tend to get very side tracked with my crazy life...or I fall asleep *grins* Yep yep!

Lost#8: I a HUGE music lover, I am always listening to music. Matter of fact, I'm listening to it as I type this. Good stuff...*Cough* Anyway I pretty much listen to everything as long as I like it. If you have something you think is pretty cool, don't be afraid to send me a message telling me about them. I love finding new music.

Lost#9: I'm an artist...or well I used to be. I used to draw a lot but recently I haven't really been all that into it. I do have stuff posted up here and I do update but I can't say it's all that often *shruggs and smiles*

Lost#10: I love to watch movies. I'm a fan of horror, comedy, *looks around* chick flicks, and *whispers* some musicals haha. Some of my favorite movies would have to be Fried Green Tomatos(awesome movie, kinda old), Wall.E(I *heart* robots!), D.E.B.S.(some of you may know this movie ^_^), hmmm....I love the Saw movies, there great. Um...Oh! And Stick It is always a personal fav. I think I'll stop here though.

Lost#11: I can't think of anythink other than the fact that Im a big reader. I love to read. I really like romance, mystery, murder, paranormal stuff. Books are fun! Lol

Well I think thats it for now. I gave you 11 of my Lost facts therefore you found out a little more about who you decided to read about here in this world. Hope you decided to stay. I'm always up for meeting new people so dont be afraid to PM me and what not.

Peace out chillens!

~DB

Daydreaming...

Time:6:40
Music: L'Arc~en~Cil - LOST HEAVEN
(A J-Rock band)

Sorry for no post yesterday but I think Ill just end up posting every couple of days anyway, my life isnt as exciting as it used to be since I moved out of my moms drama filled place. The people I stay with now are just so...boring. Haha I dont really mean that in a bad, wait, well maybe I do mean that in a bad way, but arg! They dont really like me, think Im some kinda "Broken Spirt" because I was raised differently. Not my fault my mom does drugs and shit, right?

Anyway though, theres not much happening here, just got back from a NAHS (National Art Honor Society) meeting not to long ago. All we ended up doing was painting the Cafe, which really sucked. Eh...

The thing I have really been noticing a lot about me though is that I day dream alot. Like today after school I was distracted because I was in my own world thinking about the future and shit. We've been testing the last couple of days and well Ive been a little worried, which is probably not helping my day dreaming at all but what can I do?

But sometimes my day dreams are pretty normal for the most part, just stuff like what college may be like or living in my own place but then sometimes there about what I wish I had and those really suck cause then afterwards I feel really lonely. Do any of you day dream like that? Like you are just sitting there thinking about your future, dream lovers, things you had?

I think the reason I day dream a lot is because I think Im afraid of what may lie ahead in the future. I didnt really grow up with much; my parents have been addicted to drugs since before I was even thought of so this was a factor of my childhood.

Ive seen somethings that most people dont hear of until their in their 30's, things that kids arent supposed to witness. But to be honest it never really bothered me all that much, I mean yeah sure I wanted whom ever it was at the time to stop but I can stop something like that (Ive tried). I just dont really get all that stressed out very easily. Like when big dramatic things happen I could just stare at it and not care but when little things happen I freak *laughs* I tend to be a bit backwards. Yeah...

Well I really just got on here to tell you all about my non-stop day dreaming but I guess I got a little more into things then I orginally planned haha woops! You all got to learn more about my background though, isnt that nice? Im just full of stories! Haha.

Well why dont you guys tell me if you day dream or not. I would really like to know that Im not the only one out there doing it all the time *grins*.

You all have a great day though!

~DB