~Ai~

Alex was watching me. "So do you wanna talk about it?" I was all curled up in my ned. "...no." I know I had mentioned Ame to Alex before. I never went into detail though. What would Alex think if he knew. Would he pity me? I would hate that.

After awhile I crawled back onto his bed. "We have to go to class soon." I didn't say anything. "Unless you want to skip again?" I gripped onto his shirt tightly and buried my face against the bed.

"Ok." I felt his hand gently stroke my head. "We'll skip again. But we gotta be careful. They don't like when students skip a lot. It's only day 3 after all.

I just wanted to stay here. I didn't want to go to class. I don't want to think about the past...or about the future. I just want this moment. I fell back to sleep on Alex's lap anf this time my dreams were blessed darkness.