I'm home, I'm back, Welcome Home, Tadaima!

Hello, Hellos, I'm sorry it's been so long. I'm well again and happier now that summer is here.

My Mother now has a broken leg. I'm not sure what to do. We've moved our vacation back a few weeks, so I'll probably go on vacation a week before school starts. I'm actually looking forwards to the start of school. I want to see if I've really changed a lot. Only way to tell: ask your peers. Assuming they remember me. Cause I'm just too quiet in school. I rarely speak up unless I wanna quote a textbook or explain a myth or legend. I'm what you would call a brainiac.

Me and my friends spent the 4th of July together. M&M set off fireworks for us. It was slightly raining at the time but it panned out in the end. The food was good and I was actually allowed to eat, which is always a plus. (Mom and Dad and my Sisters don't like it when I eat in front of them.)

My birthday was fun and awesome. I got a stereo system I use daily and some other random cool things. I was happy about this. One of my gifts just happened to be the movie 'Howl's Moving Castle.' I love that movie! It's my favorite Miyazaki film so far. I haven't seen all of his works, but I'm hoping to. I think it's about the time of year Cartoon Network shows them, so I can always wait for that. I've heard good things about the flick 'Laputa Castle In The Sky.' I kinda wanted to watch it last year, but I would have preferred to see 'Princess Mononoke.' Weird, since I usually don't like those kinds of films.

Speaking of films, I recently watched Wall-E. (I know; I know, I should have seen Batman.) I thought it was cute but creepier than the directors were probably going for. The scenes of the Earth I found to be morbid and borderline scary.

Lucia has been around a lot and Myself hasn't. Sometimes she showed up, but Lucia prefers the summer. HYPER HYPER. Well, she keeps me off of the couch. Let's go daily bikeride! Let's go running around! Let's go running up and down the stairs twelve times a day to get things for Mom!

Too much enthusiasm .

But yeah, that's what's new with me. I'll post again soon so I can describe this cool new series I just found called Pumpkin Scissors. Weird name, fun show.

See ya then!
Xox Sophie AKA itself.

Me, Myself, and my failing heart

Hello, and welcome to my blog. I'm Sophie, referred to by my split personalities as 'Itself.'

Today I realized that I have no health whatsoever. Not only am I sick (another vocal cord thing), But I've been having bad blackouts, which could be the sign of a neurological disorder to screw them all. I need to see a Doctor, but it's gonna be another week before I can. And then I have so many health complaints it's not even funny. I need to figure out how to keep my eyes open for more than three seconds at a time, figure out what these horrible chest pains that involve the feeling of being ripped open are, and talk about these bad blackouts. If I have time, I can maybe launch into a few rants about how much my life sucks.

The only bad thing about seeing the Doctor is that I'll probably need a shot. Either that, or they'll need to take blood to affirm that nothing is wrong. (I can tell them that if they'll listen.)

Lucia, meanwhile, has shown up a lot. I'm not sure why. She goes to school sometimes and shocks everyone with her loving and sweet attitude. Myself has reared her head a couple of times, but not for very long. She likes to seem anonymous. They haven't posted in their world yet because me and them have kept very busy. I don't see that as a bad thing; in fact, I'm happy that we have things to do. Lucia's social tendencies seem to be improving my life in general, and Myself's deadly attitude keeps the demons at bay.

My Mom found a little notebook I've been keeping that I call my 'Death Note.' i don't intend for anyone to die, of course, but she still thinks I'm psychotic. She's convinced that I'm gonna shoot everyone. I'm not, of course, I just wish my tormentors would go f*ck themselves. That would make my life a helluva lot easier. But of course, I will survive either ways. I have no intentions of dying now or later. Really, I don't honestly intend to die period.

We went to the mall tonight. I bought a 16+ manga, even though I'm technically not old enough. The woman behind the counter let me buy it after a brief once over revealed that I was older than ten. After which I left the store clutching my bag to my chest and hyperventilating. I was scared I wouldn't get to buy Godchild!

But everything has a way of working out. I bought Godchild and am going to start reading it, assuming I haven't already and just blacked out. God I need help. I hope our insurance covers me AGAIN.

So all is okay for me.

It's especially okay since I just got a lovely little makeover and am now pretty. I have a sweet face to match my sweet voice and I just love it to death. I look so cute! I'm not being a narcissist; I'm just very glad this worked out well. Very, Very glad.

I must depart now! See ya and be safe!
sincerely, Sophie AKA Itself.