welcome to melancholy paradise! This is my one world, and I cram if full of miscellaneous things: pictures, videos, rants, boring things about me, and occasional hauls. yup.

gifts!!

Today was my brothers' and my "family birthday party, part 2". (my mom's side of the family came; part 1 was my dad's side)
I got a Pandora's Box charm bracelet!!!!!!!!!! *^0^*
It's so pretty and cuuute! *gleams* it makes me so happy and warm feeling!
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plus, I got a case for my PSP, so i can bring it places and don't have to worry about it getting damaged or anything (I'll probably still worry... it will just be more protected) And on top of that, I got a borders gift card so i can go buy more manga!

yah. it was a good day.

These are the kinds of posts that i wonder if anybody reads... they're so self-centered and i don't think anyone could benifit from them, yet i continue to post these kinds of things. hmmm... I guess i just like keeping updated on my life in case anyone wonders...

this world is ranked #401/10879 currently... I need to step it up a bit? Maybe i'd get a better ranking if i actually made this world about anime instead of just having it be about stuff i get and my x country happenings... (Maybe it would help if I stopped using so many ...dot...dot...dots... I can't stop using them! I'm very unsure/hesitant[/ i like to trail off when i talk] of everything i'm writing so i keep ...dot dot dotting...)

my goal is to get this world to the top 100 or maybe even top 50! is it possible? I don't care! I'll keep posting and maybe people will start reading. plus, i'll try to focus more on things people might actually be interested in; not just stuff about boring me!

eep! just by posting this my rank went up to # 401 / 10879 !!

birthday!!

hiya!! so, yesterday was my amazing birthday... and i got a PSP 3000!!!!!!!!!!! i love it so much! I haven't put our code for internet in it yet though so i can't do everything yet. but today i am going to figure out how to put mp3s on it! (my mp3 player is horrible and the battery only lasts for 30 min...) And at my party we dyed eggs and watched Naruto: ninja clash in the land of snow (the movie). they didn't really appreciate it though since they aren't anime watchers. I can't belive my friends were making fun of naruto!! and they referrd to sauske as "the emo one"!! but Shroo and my other buddy... who is going to be called...Lush(!) sat through the whole thing w/o complaining or making stupid remarks.

Also, on saturday my brother got the PS3 slim! he's been saving his money forever. and he got a naruto game for it that is totally amazing! I pone at it and I have hardly any experience... i'm probably going to play it w/ him tonight.

Tommorrow is my first X country meet. I'm nervous. my practice time was 17:02 (for 2 miles), which i don't think is very competetive. and it's supposed to be 80F tomorrow too...uuuggg! plus, I caused a sort of disbuit between my running buddy, Panda, and rutabagga... and i feel really guilty!! I e-mail rutabagga but i don't think she checks her e-mail very often, and her phone doesn't work... I brought up something that was kinda taboo but i didn't know and now panda is like, "the world is spinning" cause she is so schocked by what i told her (the thing that was taboo!!) oops. now I'm guilty and I don't think ruttabagga is going to trust me anymore... and she's always so happy when i see her and i don't want her to be sad...!
this probably sounds really confusing b/c i'm being so vauge, but it would be really bad if i said what it was... I like to take out my stress and aggressions in the posts of this world...

anyway, back to my birthday: I got lots of manga from my mom!! 4 books! (is that a lot?) fullmoon v7, skip beat v4, & shugo chara v2 + v3. so happy!