@MewMew:

Oh o3o lol I see ~ Yeah, I don't really get on much Chat that much anymore so I'm on MSN and Yahoo. I miss talking to you too, you know D8 LOL *hugs* ~

@Michiyo Shimizu:

i think the reason why i havent been on msn lately is because it got deleted off my computer and i totally forgot.. i miss talking to u michi ;.; *huggles*

I always wondered why you hardly ever ate >: Now I know why. It's okay mew, you can overcome this fear someday. Eating in the nurse's office... gah, and I thought I lost a lot of social time with people ... which I was just thinking about like a few minutes ago o3o *hugs you tightly* You could have told me about this, you know? D: I want to cheer you up and make you happy like you should be. It'd make me happy too >8 LOL since having you depressed and all reminds me of myself. ;^;

Mew, if you want to stop this, you have to control it. D: You can't keep living like this you know? I kind of have a little more control over my fear of needles now that I'm older @.x lol As for the extra weight... I bet you're like 40-50 pounds lighter than me D8 LOL *shot* I'd show up more horrible in a bathing suit! *shot down and random woman screams* >>' That's how horrible it'd be 8D Don't worry, we all have our insecurities about our own bodies.. I think the average person goes through that stage at least a couple of times in their life... But you know, if you're "average" weight or even under o3o, don't worry about it D:

As for your friends... you should tell them how you feel about their jokes.. I can understand even though they're joking, it still hurts. Even some people don't understand that when I tell them ._.; lol or it's their own way of affection >>+ lol Tell them to show some respect...

Lol, at least you know you're really trying to find a job... I'm just waiting for school to end so I can try finding one too.. ;A; I doubt that'll happen orz. Whatever your parents say, just ignore them okay..? You're trying your best. Just tell them, "I am doing my best, please, leave me alone" or something like that o3o lol but even if they persist, then just deal with it. Don't let words like that bring you downnnn. >8O lol Pull that fist up and CLENCH it. Show that confidence. >8Ob

If you want to talk about it more.. I'm on MSN, you know? lol I'm still waiting like a patient little kitteh. :| lol I don't want to use Skype >8O lols and all of those other people's blogs, I guess, hid your updates .. so I haven't been stalking you much *shot*

*huggles you*

Sometimes you just need to rant and that's alright. We all have things that make us feel down or depressed so... don't feel bad, okay?

*huggles you some more*

I hope you get it sorted out soon, Rach. D:

Also, tell your mom that you want to be modest.

We're here for you!!