O now that is a story I'd like to hear. Lol maybe we can compare mothers. Me I learned to hate a little bit after I learned love, but a little boy learning hate is never a good thing. That was me, quiet, full of hate and wanting to fit in but deep down knew I really couldn't.
I can be a bastard at times heh. I am cynical and have a dry, dark sense of humor that can be kind of morbid... another part of my personality I have to keep in check when talking to people. I don't generally hate things. Strongly dislike, or even get angry, but not generally hate. I guess it comes with my high tolerance level. Which is also something that allows me to get to know all sorts of people without judging, cause not a lot really bothers me. My apathy was hard won though, growing up with someone like my mother. I had to learn let things roll off, or go crazy with fear and hate.
That's just like me growing up, knowing from a young age hate. Hate raised me, embraced me and helped me to sort of become who I am. Yea it's messed up. By my childhood wasn't something easy nor good. It also taught me to not trust people. My dark half is a pure bastard. Damn proud bastard, but a bastard nevertheless
LOL. I wish. I think people are made up of both. By embracing the darkness in my soul, I am more at peace with it, than some people who try to fight it. Why bother? Everyone has that to them. I think the dark parts of people's souls can be beautiful.
Hell no. Dark and ugly have nothing to do with it. It's just being pure white all the time is a good idea and good concept, but most people are screwed up and warped and flawed, so being light isn't easy. To get thru life, and sane at that, better to be dark. And if you happen to have a Bryan Fury kind of laugh, well even better
I think I'm always my darker half. Just something I've always been since watching Star Wars. Couldn't help looking up to the Emperor or Lord Vader. Dark, evil and willing to take anybody out, regardless of who you were
Oh I definitely have my darker half. I am even someone's "yami" after all, because of the darker side of my personality. One that I am very comfortable with, btw lol. I like my darker half.
I think the song fits Allen better than some would give him credit for. I think it was Tykki Mikk that told him, "instead of clown, I think white demon suits you better,boy," something like that. And Lavi has told Allen he's scarier than the demons before lol.
Crimson Buu
Senior Otaku | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Dark Phoenix:
Yea I know. Mayhaps I'll wait til you unload your burden on me first.
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Crimson Buu:
You should know by now that I don't judge and you can tell me anything. So if you ever want to, feel free.
Crimson Buu
Senior Otaku | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Dark Phoenix:
Wow yet another thing we have in common. I'd tell you more in private why I hate that woman with all the passion my hate can muster.
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Crimson Buu:
Well one of the only things I really hate in this world... is my mother. I still live under her shadow years later.
Crimson Buu
Senior Otaku | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Dark Phoenix:
O now that is a story I'd like to hear. Lol maybe we can compare mothers. Me I learned to hate a little bit after I learned love, but a little boy learning hate is never a good thing. That was me, quiet, full of hate and wanting to fit in but deep down knew I really couldn't.
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Crimson Buu:
I can be a bastard at times heh. I am cynical and have a dry, dark sense of humor that can be kind of morbid... another part of my personality I have to keep in check when talking to people. I don't generally hate things. Strongly dislike, or even get angry, but not generally hate. I guess it comes with my high tolerance level. Which is also something that allows me to get to know all sorts of people without judging, cause not a lot really bothers me. My apathy was hard won though, growing up with someone like my mother. I had to learn let things roll off, or go crazy with fear and hate.
Crimson Buu
Senior Otaku | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Dark Phoenix:
That's just like me growing up, knowing from a young age hate. Hate raised me, embraced me and helped me to sort of become who I am. Yea it's messed up. By my childhood wasn't something easy nor good. It also taught me to not trust people. My dark half is a pure bastard. Damn proud bastard, but a bastard nevertheless
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Crimson Buu:
LOL. I wish. I think people are made up of both. By embracing the darkness in my soul, I am more at peace with it, than some people who try to fight it. Why bother? Everyone has that to them. I think the dark parts of people's souls can be beautiful.
Crimson Buu
Senior Otaku | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Dark Phoenix:
Hell no. Dark and ugly have nothing to do with it. It's just being pure white all the time is a good idea and good concept, but most people are screwed up and warped and flawed, so being light isn't easy. To get thru life, and sane at that, better to be dark. And if you happen to have a Bryan Fury kind of laugh, well even better
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Crimson Buu:
Ha! I think it's cause I embrace my darker half that I am calm most of the time. If that makes sense lol. Dark doesn't have to be ugly, after all.
Crimson Buu
Senior Otaku | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Dark Phoenix:
I think I'm always my darker half. Just something I've always been since watching Star Wars. Couldn't help looking up to the Emperor or Lord Vader. Dark, evil and willing to take anybody out, regardless of who you were
Crimson Buu
Senior Otaku | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Dark Phoenix:
it's always the calm and innocent ones you have to watch out for. Serial Killers every one of them lol
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Crimson Buu:
Oh I definitely have my darker half. I am even someone's "yami" after all, because of the darker side of my personality. One that I am very comfortable with, btw lol. I like my darker half.
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Crimson Buu:
I think the song fits Allen better than some would give him credit for. I think it was Tykki Mikk that told him, "instead of clown, I think white demon suits you better,boy," something like that. And Lavi has told Allen he's scarier than the demons before lol.
Crimson Buu
Senior Otaku | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Dark Phoenix:
You seriously sound like you need to get it off your pervert chest lol.
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
@Crimson Buu:
Don't we all now and then? I know I do.
Crimson Buu
Senior Otaku | Posted 02/08/12 | Reply
Wow....you know I sometimes feel the same thing