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In here is my personal blog, I'll sharing my feelings and thoughts
I hope I can share thoughts with you guys too, So please feel free to comment and PM me or ask me (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ Hope that we can get along together ! 
Please call me Jen, I am 15 years old
Otaku/Female/Student
Junior / Beginner / Into cute stuffs]
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Well, How should I put this, Uhm my first boyfriend is a taekwondo player basically I met him during our taekwondo class actually he is one of our instructor but please don't get me wrong he is only 16 years old. At our first meeting I was almost late but I made it. Yeah I arrived when they are doing their stretching he lead us. When I first saw him, There's nothing I feel I mean no Impression at all. ( even though the other girls where so attracted to him they say he's handsome ) But no, His handsomeness had no effect to me at all (maybe that time, love affair is not in my head ) And so, many more meetings came and I notice that he keeps on looking at me, Whenever our eyes met he does not give any emotion on his face I mean just his straight face no emotions at all and there I will smile at him and he will look away. That was awkward I think he's not friendly at all looking away like that. One day after I got home I received a text, it says " arch aaron arevalo amin " My first experience was fun even though it is long distance relationship we only meet during Saturdays (training) .. I experienced to love and be loved (they say that , that was the greatest gift you will receive here on earth to love and be loved) .. We face many obstacle, hm. 1st our distance yeah we always missing one another. We wanna see each other and hang out but the distance is just a big hindrance , I don't expect that much for I know that we are young. Also he said that this is his first time to date a girl that is so far away with him so am I. In a relationship its not only Fun and happiness. There's also tears and pain. It was fun. Its like the romance manga that we read But I assure you that our love story is more wonderful than what we you have read . hahah :))
And when time passes there when I laugh he smile and I smile. Unfortunately I can't attend to our remaining trainings for I am pretty busy.
And then I replied it so happen that the person who text me is that guy in our taekwondo training. I mean he don't speak at all that's why I never know about his name, and I am not interested with it though. And so I wonder why did he text me. After that we had this so long conversation on our cellphones. He is nice, fun to talk to, he is good in giving topics, sometimes he's dramatic, he's an open person, he's honest, and not a pushy type. I am a straight forward person so I ask him directly if he likes me, them he said yes. And so I told him that I like him too. " like " not " love " :D ..
Time pass, and our feelings he was courting me for 5 months then I finally said that we could start as a boyfriend girlfriend . I think, I allowed him to date me for only two reasons, 1st I love him 2nd I love him. haha ..
But I don't love him so much that I am willing to sacrifice my life , haha for I know that at this age and stage there's no relationship that will last.
yeah. I experience to cry :) .. We were young and we sometimes we are confused how to handle things that much but we are striving.
It was fun to experience it. Heartbeats, Heartaches and all .
Yeah! Today our school year has ended. Half of me is glad, (yeah because I will be graduating next school year) and a half of me feels sad and lonely . Well it is really sad when school year is ending but I know that time easily heals it but the memories will remain and will be replace by more memorable experiences. I do really hope that everything will work like anime does, I wonder when will be the time that I will say that My school life ended like a anime story. I hope that next school year will be A MEMORABLE AND ENJOYING ANIME SCHOOL LIFE (is that even possible? XD) Well! I would love it if things will work like that! XD hahaha ! XD Thank youu~~
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Yeah. Uhm,
This is my current motto , Well I've experience the crazy little thing they called love but Im not really into it. Yeah It was fun, It was great a very precious memory because that was my first time having a boyfriend.
Well, At first it was fun in the stage of " getting to know each other" but when you get into the relationship things went exciting :) But you need to have a control so that you can balance things out.
Well when you love you tend to sacrifice at this stage mostly what we can give is our "time" :DD
Yeah! there will be misunderstandings you laugh, cry, get mad, and all. But all I can say is at the end of the day you and your partner must sleep without a fight or a conflict because tomorrow when you or him/her wake up, what will happen next .
When things seems to be turning upside down and you don't know what to do in deciding things. I mean when your being trap, You have to follow what your heart or feelings telling you but sometimes you also have to think and do what is right and avoid the wrong things.
you have to follow your heart so in the end of the day you'll not end up crying and regretting things because you decide and handle all the things according to your heart and your feelings. Good Luck with your love lifes fellas~ :D
Thank you~ MUAH!
Hello everyone! I Miss You All XD
Well, I wanna share with you the art that my classmate dedicated to me, well he did an anime version of me . Yeah and I think it looks like me XD (in a first look ) ..
uhm. I am the president of our school that is why the pose is like that (its kinda embarrassing XD) But no! Im not doing that pose when I warn someone XD
haha! Well that's all I hope I can make things like this too. but I really don't know how to start :'<
THANK YOU ~~
Hello there~
Uhm. I can't comment and Reply back too . IM so so sorry . I don't know what's happening :'<
