Hello! Welcome to my world

In here is my personal blog, I'll sharing my feelings and thoughts
I hope I can share thoughts with you guys too, So please feel free to comment and PM me or ask me (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ Hope that we can get along together !

Please call me Jen, I am 15 years old
Otaku/Female/Student
Junior / Beginner / Into cute stuffs
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Cramming~

Hello! Here I am ! Cramming -.-" No choice I really have too. I find cramming fun but at the same time hazzle and tiring. Actually when your only a begginer in doing the Cramming thing. You'll definitely panic and don;t know what to do, There some incidents that you tend to give up. For me when I first do this thing well, its very tiring for me but there's no other choice so I go on (I don't wanna fail) after the one time it became two and hundred XD it became my habit and lastly a routine XD
You know! Im cramming on studying my lessons and pointers for tomorrow's test, Projects, Assignment, seatworks and honestly almost all of school stuff but the result Good ! xD weird!
Yes! Its crazy but right now Im not pressured at all well Im used to this! Lol, I know that its not good to be exposed in this kinda of attitude but I really find it fun and challenging but I think you have to have a good control on yourself to keep yourself awake and also your presence of mind :D

This thing is kinda tiring but I enjoyed it, But I think I must really change this routine of mine.

Im really no good in time management :'(

True Friends :DD

Many teenagers has many titles for friends and friendship nowadays, They have this closed Friends, Best Friends , Major Friends,online friends, Friends, True Friends and so on .
For me friends is everywhere you can't really give an exact title for them its because They were all precious persons that can't even describe by a title. They help you when you are in trouble, They make you happy when you are sad , They make you laugh when you were crying and they share with your food a lot XD They were types of people that's hard to find.
Your friends were the persons who tell you the truth when your make up and clothes does not fit you even though you really like it, When you go shopping with them your pocket will really get empty, and all . They will never leave you

But Im so so glad . This is the first online site that I find that has a really honest, nice, and fun person to chat and talk with, You know even though they don't know who you are they will welcome you open arms and will let you join their group. I really salute the culture here in TheO , The way you welcome others to join your group I mean you're not selfish in sharing things to the other people like me , Im just a newbie but (uwaa, Im so glad. Can't even express it in words :D) you know . Wow all I can say is people here were amazing. You guys were reliable and helpful.
Even though we meet only on a website, and we talk by commenting , chatting and all Im so glad I find this website .
Sorry Im out of words XD Im nervous ! XD

Thank you so much :DD

Misunderstanding~

Sometimes, I feel being used by my classmates and other friends, After getting what they wanted they'll ignore me. Sometimes I am all alone but of course I don't wanna be lonely so I approach them but My supposed to be closed friend always making me out of place.
Am I just misunderstanding things? Its the truth? I really wanna know , for me tp be aware that they really don't want me to be they're friend? I reallu don't know >.<

When boredom Strikes

When I am bored usually I go turn the Television ON and then watch some Anime and other stuffs . But because of this commercials my boredom is coming back its really eating a lot of time when you are watching that is why I prefer having A DVD of an anime than watching it on Television XD

Usually when the commercial is so long and Im so bored, I end up playing with myself (haha Im so weird) I'll go acting like one in the commercial I just saw , Sometimes I go dubbing the commercial or anime I watch and End up laughing all by myself (Im crazy , XD Im laughing with myself and laughing at myself) after all of that fun and laughing I have done I mean when Im satisfied. I usually go around the house with this big scary smile of my face ( why scary? ) My mother always hitting my face when Im like that, She's telling me that I look scary , whaha :)))
I can that Im really weird after all XD

Thank you !~~

Promenade

When my teacher announce that we have this so called thing " promenade" my classmates went crazy they were all excited about it, but for me no impression at all ( haha XD ) Well I guess Its not new to me at all, Im used to formal gatherings but This will be the first time that I will be in a formal gathering with my classmates and School mates .. 3 weeks of preparation for it is not enough note: for my classmates :))) They go around malls , and other stores just to find and look for a evening gown,as for me uhm. I take 5 days XD, Actually this is my first time attending in a prom so I don't know what would it be like, but I let my mom decide what am I going to wear ( you know I am lazy when it comes on choosing clothes XD ) That time all of the girls were settled axcept me XD haha I guess they really prepare for that day. So maybe we will enjoy it :)))

what's your impression with " prom " ?

thanks !