Dark waters

Pulling me beneath the sea
Drowning not you but me
Slowly crawling from my eyes
Taking this he slowly dies
On the inside he knows i cry
On the inside he knows i die
On the inside he knows i lie
On the inside he knows i sigh
Every other word i say
Shows my pain every day
But i truely want to hide it
Shove it all in a deep dark pit
Cuz in these dark waters
i won't live long
Not underwater

~END

Life: 02/07/09 | By: irukamaru | 0 comments | Original Anime and Manga | Tags: a, a crime of emotions, all, between, brave, brightness, by, chaotic, crawls, crime, dark, darkness, dawn, dead, death, definitions, descend, deviant, ears, emotions, everything, extreem, falling, fears, fine, haiku, happiness, happy, heart, hehe, held, help, howl, i descend, in, inbetween, irukamaru, laugh, learn, maybe, me, mimochi, night, not, of, oh, pain, path, phycotic, ramen, ready, sad, sanity, sasu-chan, sasuki, sasukimimochi, screaming, slowly, smell, snow, snowflakes, so, sorrow, stop, tension, the, under, underwater, wake, water, waters, wolf, wrath, xd

In between

Can you feel my heart Fall between your fingers All my words so tart My pain just lingers I'm sorry i hurt you so much But my heart just won't be touched Through all the pain of everyday My heart will swa...

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Life: 02/07/09 | By: irukamaru | 0 comments | Original Anime and Manga | Tags: a, a crime of emotions, all, between, brave, brightness, by, chaotic, crime, dark, darkness, dawn, dead, death, definitions, descend, deviant, ears, emotions, everything, extreem, falling, fears, fine, haiku, happiness, happy, heart, hehe, held, help, howl, i descend, in, inbetween, irukamaru, laugh, learn, maybe, me, mimochi, night, not, of, oh, pain, path, phycotic, ramen, ready, sad, sanity, sasu-chan, sasuki, sasukimimochi, screaming, smell, snow, snowflakes, so, sorrow, stop, tension, the, wake, wolf, wrath, xd

Because i'm not ready (xtra long poem bcuz i forgot)

I feel so down
Cuz my world's upside down
What i once thought I was
Is now just a memory
Fading beyond what was
I'm just so scared of me

Because I'm not ready
I keep falling down
My life had changed so much
I just can't keep my smile steady
My heart dropping to the ground
I just can't be touched
Because I'm not ready

I wish i could spread my wings
And fly away from all these things
My lips are always chapped
And i want to laugh
But my heart has just sunk
Maybe part is missing, a chunk
But am i ready

I just don't feel ready
To fix my heart
To heal what i had from the start
I'm just so unsteady
My heart is missing something
It just can't keep beating
I just don't feel ready

I need my friend to hold me
To fill my face with glee
Find it where it hurts me
I just can't stand it
Oh please heal it just a bit
Wrap me in a warm blanket
So maybe i can sleep tonight

Can i hear my once fired soul
With everything that took it's toll
So many misfortunes weighing me down
Causing my smile to turn to frown
All these feelings oh so foul
Fate just must be on it's prowl

I can't disguise all my fears
Not in a hundred years
I can smell the breath
Of my own sweet death
Everyone can see my pain
My words of assurance in vain
I just feel so cold
When i know I'm burning up

My heart is underneath the world
Just say it's okay, and let me be held
I need the warmth and love
Even knowing i have no true love
Now i know I'm not ready
Can't this just stop already

I love but i break
This i just can't take
My pain is immense
I just couldn't love since
My heart's been ripped
and torn to shreds

I can't keep walking along this path
When i know oh so much wrath
I'm never gonna be ready
Because I'm not ready
And that's that.

~End~

Life: 02/07/09 | By: irukamaru | 0 comments | Original Anime and Manga | Tags: a, a crime of emotions, brave, brightness, by, chaotic, crime, dark, darkness, dawn, dead, death, definitions, descend, deviant, ears, emotions, everything, extreem, falling, fears, fine, haiku, happiness, heart, hehe, help, howl, i descend, irukamaru, laugh, learn, maybe, me, mimochi, night, not, of, oh, pain, path, phycotic, ramen, ready, sad, sanity, sasu-chan, sasuki, sasukimimochi, screaming, snow, snowflakes, so, stop, tension, the, wake, wolf, wrath, xd

Dead by dawn

Dead by dawn Life is leaving Pain has spawned Hope is silent Friends go against each other Enemies beginning everywhere Screaming ringing through my ears My sight and smell confirming my fears Runnin...

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Life: 02/05/09 | By: irukamaru | 0 comments | Original Anime and Manga | Tags: a, a crime of emotions, brave, brightness, by, chaotic, crime, dark, darkness, dawn, dead, death, definitions, descend, deviant, ears, emotions, everything, extreem, falling, fears, fine, haiku, happiness, heart, hehe, help, howl, i descend, irukamaru, laugh, learn, maybe, me, mimochi, night, of, oh, pain, phycotic, ramen, sad, sanity, sasu-chan, sasuki, sasukimimochi, screaming, snow, snowflakes, so, tension, the, wake, wolf, xd

learn to cry and laugh

i want to learn to cry tears when i need them but gone when they aren't needed i want to learn to laugh happiness when i need it joy when i want it never gone when not needed i want to learn to be myself...

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Life: 01/31/09 | By: irukamaru | 0 comments | Original Anime and Manga | Tags: a, a crime of emotions, chaotic, crime, death, definitions, descend, emotions, extreem, falling, fine, haiku, happiness, heart, hehe, help, i descend, irukamaru, laugh, learn, maybe, me, mimochi, of, oh, pain, phycotic, ramen, sad, sanity, sasu-chan, sasuki, sasukimimochi, snow, snowflakes, so, tension, the, wake, xd