...yeah...scars are kinda interesting looking. I like how they stick out more and have the kinda pale-y look to them. There are just some places that look weird with scars...like over an eyebrow...I dunno, it just looks weird to me. Scars in places where there should be hair...it bothers me...>3>
it's a sort of medication, a sort of twisted beauty idealization for me. But I don't cut anymore. and I used to think, I WILL NEVER CUT. But life just slaps us around lol.
thank you for your words.
Binging is common for me, because as sad as this sounds I find comfort in food. lol I need to stop eating...
aw I see I see
and the things is, I'm content with my life. It's just that in the past few days emotions have been hitting me hard and cutting made me feel like I had something of worth to show in the world.
Plus I'm guessing I like scars or something. I don't even.
I think you just need to go lay on your floor and calm down...or do something like that to calm down. Find something like just sitting down or something to calm you down instead of anything harmful to yourself.
Go find the things you like! Look on the bright side of life! Even though you probably hear that a lot...O.o; Just, when you're feeling bad, do something like stare at a wall and look at all it's cracks or something, something that makes you think of other things.
Whenever I feel bad I just lay down or sit down and think about things. It kinda wastes time, but it makes you feel better and most of the time, in my circumstances, if I messed up on something and I just wanted to give up I would think it through and then I would come back to it stronger than before.
you shouldnt cut yourself because then you'll end up with ugly scars, and when you look back you'll remember the pain of why you did it..and i dont think you need help, just keep on drawing :)
because you're really good at it ^^
:(. I used to cut myself too a while back. I never in my life thought i would do something like that. I see the people that look down on those that do and get pissed cause they have no idea what It's like. I told myself i wouldn't anymore though. we all have a way of medicating our selves maybe you are binjing because you stopped cutting your self?
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 04/14/11 | Reply
@Estheryuki:
Well, he covers it up, so it's fine! XD Nah, scars in anime are totally fine.
Estheryuki
Grand Otaku | Posted 04/14/11 | Reply
@red kie:
of course!
I'm relearning this. Thank you!
starvation SUCKS BAWLZ. It makes you feel like you're on PMS constantly.
Estheryuki
Grand Otaku | Posted 04/14/11 | Reply
@norahxD:
thank you <3
Estheryuki
Grand Otaku | Posted 04/14/11 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
LOL...
ohman..please don't say Kakashi's face bothers you then...
I'm pretty sure his scar is like half his face. Dx
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 04/07/11 | Reply
@Estheryuki:
...yeah...scars are kinda interesting looking. I like how they stick out more and have the kinda pale-y look to them. There are just some places that look weird with scars...like over an eyebrow...I dunno, it just looks weird to me. Scars in places where there should be hair...it bothers me...>3>
red kie
Otaku Eternal | Posted 04/07/11 | Reply
@Estheryuki:
It's all about moderation...just make sure your don't starve yourself
)Oo~ Black rabit ~oO(
norahxD
Otakuite+ | Posted 04/07/11 | Reply
@Estheryuki:
well thats good!
and i really actually LOVE your art!
Estheryuki
Grand Otaku | Posted 04/07/11 | Reply
@red kie:
perhaps.
And I know what you mean.
I feel youuu ;__;
it's a sort of medication, a sort of twisted beauty idealization for me. But I don't cut anymore. and I used to think, I WILL NEVER CUT. But life just slaps us around lol.
thank you for your words.
Binging is common for me, because as sad as this sounds I find comfort in food. lol I need to stop eating...
Estheryuki
Grand Otaku | Posted 04/07/11 | Reply
@norahxD:
thank you thank you thank you soo much :)
I know. I don't cut now :)
<3
Estheryuki
Grand Otaku | Posted 04/07/11 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
aw I see I see
and the things is, I'm content with my life. It's just that in the past few days emotions have been hitting me hard and cutting made me feel like I had something of worth to show in the world.
Plus I'm guessing I like scars or something. I don't even.
I really am fine :)
and I'll take your advice in mind :) <3
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 04/07/11 | Reply
I think you just need to go lay on your floor and calm down...or do something like that to calm down. Find something like just sitting down or something to calm you down instead of anything harmful to yourself.
Go find the things you like! Look on the bright side of life! Even though you probably hear that a lot...O.o; Just, when you're feeling bad, do something like stare at a wall and look at all it's cracks or something, something that makes you think of other things.
Whenever I feel bad I just lay down or sit down and think about things. It kinda wastes time, but it makes you feel better and most of the time, in my circumstances, if I messed up on something and I just wanted to give up I would think it through and then I would come back to it stronger than before.
norahxD
Otakuite+ | Posted 04/07/11 | Reply
you shouldnt cut yourself because then you'll end up with ugly scars, and when you look back you'll remember the pain of why you did it..and i dont think you need help, just keep on drawing :)
because you're really good at it ^^
red kie
Otaku Eternal | Posted 04/07/11 | Reply
:(. I used to cut myself too a while back. I never in my life thought i would do something like that. I see the people that look down on those that do and get pissed cause they have no idea what It's like. I told myself i wouldn't anymore though. we all have a way of medicating our selves maybe you are binjing because you stopped cutting your self?
)Oo~ Black rabit ~oO(