Breakdown.

Awh. Thanks you guys, I really enjoyed those comments! I never would of thought I'd get that much (or at at all) since I've been gone so long.
Well I'd like to take this time to explain what exactly is going on with me, my last post was cut short due to my lack of a better mood. I'm feeling somewhat better, but rather lazy XD I can never win. Ever. Anyhow, the reason I am grounded is this; I didn't come home. Period. I was out after school one day with Quan and we were to meet with Mitsuki, and Nick. We had a fun time, Bubble tea and whatnot, but then we decided to go hang out to the huge water fountain and these guys came up to us telling us to empty our pockets. Nick held out his cell phone, while Quan refused, and in return he received a beating. I stayed close to Nick, and they took his cell phone. About a minute after that a car pulled up and Nick ran up to it and told the man that we just got mugged and pointed to the two guys and they ran off. Nick and Quan ran off to chase after them, while I stayed with Mitsuki and the other girls (Axelle, Yuki <- there nick names don't know there actual names to be honest o_O Nicks friends.) We called the police and waited for them to arrive. We were all really shaky, but surprisingly enough, I wasn't too bad. Maybe it's because it's the second time in my life that I've been mugged?

I was really worried about Nick and Quan running off like that, so Axelle came with me to look for them while the others stayed and waited for the cops. We found Quan, his mouth bleeding from the beating he received earlier, I quickly asked him where Nick was, and he said he didn't know, which made my heart sink. I was so worried and everything. Ah, my laziness is getting the better or me. Long story short. We were all really shaken, so Axelle offered to let us all sleep over at her house, I called, explained to my dad. He said he was coming to pick me up, but I was afraid of letting him meet Nick so we all just left. If he met Nick, I would of been embarrassed. Personal reasons really..I'm very insecure.

Well, I had an amazing night at Axelles regardless of me getting in a load of trouble, I shared a room and bed with Nick. No, we didn't do anything sexual like that, but it was just so nice to be able to snuggle up to him, and fall asleep in his arms while he plays with my hair and brushes light kisses on my forehead <insert gush here> ♥ haha. Sorry to gush. The next morning was our one month anniversary! That was great to wake up to also, wake up to the one you love most. Anyways, when I got home I was in a load of shit as you can imagine...So basically, I can't go out at all this year, my parents have 0 trust in me, and if I don't change I'll be shipped off to Alberta, which as my dad says "will end your relationship with nick". That hurt so much to hear. So I've been trying my best to improve in school. Just for him.

Speaking of Nick, he's in a really bad state at the moment. He got kicked out of school and his apartment so he's living with his dad; I worry so much about him. I do.
I'm going to see him Saturday

Well, I'm going to end this post and hopefully get comments like my previous post ;)
Love you all!

Today is Nick's 17th Birthday btw ♥

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