welcome! i created this world so that i can post my own poems that are related to my life...hehehe
- Created By meirin
contract of death
"Kuroshitsuji”
Lying here in the darkness
All I can hear was their yells of madness
All I can see are their masked faces
I can’t feel anything because my body went numb
From all the torture it had found
I can hear them screaming my name
I can tell that they are ashamed
Seeing me as the only survivor
Of the great fire that burnt our manor
Yelling close to my ear
Angry because I shed no tear
Then they left me here
Lying alone in the darkness
Until an emissary came
A black knight yielding no proper name
I can tell that from the look on his eyes
He is a demon in disguise
We made a deal
That bounded me to death
Until I fulfill my wishes I’ll not lose my breath
I signed it with my soul knowing that all of this was real
And with a drop of blood that became its seal
He was my servant and I was his master
He followed everything that I ordered
Even though I thought that it will only lead to disaster
He did in a flash only faster
He fulfilled all my wishes
Even though I lost all my riches
Because of a crime that I didn’t do
They won’t understand even though I told them the truth
A fallen angel once told me
That I should be cleansed
Because of the sins that was created me
But I guess I’m just a little bit dense
Refused her offer because for me she lacked common sense
Having two souls inside that sacred body
Covering it with sins that was done by everybody
Fought every battle between life and death
Until I noticed that it was my last breath
I was hanging in the bridge
Counting one to ten
Because of a promise that I made to a friend
Closed eyes I hoped and wished
That this life of mine
I could cherish
I looked up the midnight sky
Knowing that I’m about to die
I let go of the thing that was supporting my life
I fell in the sea, suddenly I saw light
A man with raven hair came to my aid
Rescuing me from the shade
When night fell
I can really tell
That I’m not going to heaven or to hell
I know that it’s about time to pay my debt
Because of a contract signed to death
games
i was staring outside our classroom window
staring blankly at the trees shadow
our teacher called out my name
telling me that i should be ashame
because i'm not listening, can i be blamed?
the next day, you talked to me
asking everything about me
i was so shocked when you told me
that you like me
i thought that what you told me
means something else
i did not know that you only like me as a friend
well now it's too late
i'm now playing the game of fate
these undescribabale feeling grew
it took my heart out from the blue
and my heart telling me that it's because of you
how i wish that all of what you said is true
but please don't blame me coz i fell for you
i know that you only see me as a friend
so why don't we try to pretend
that the day that you knew
was a game that was bound to end
i love him still, but he bade goodbye
here i am sitting inside my room thinking of what lyrics must i put in my song, then suddenly someone texted me, i was so happy to see the name of the person that i treasured the most... i thought that i'll be happy, that we will not fight, but then my guess was entirely wrong, he told me that he doesn't believe me anymore, i was hurt and i was sure, that he'll leave me, he said goodbye, and then i cried, silently i hummed a soft lullaby cotaining the words................ GOODBYE
i just don't know what to do, i want to scream right now, i want to die right now, i want to end everything right now... i'm really hurt...
unchained melody
“my unchained melody ”
Just being myself my
Unrevealing self
Seems so hard to be
Trying almost everything
Instead I’m being annoying
Changing
Everything that I’m seeing
Agony is something that I
Never felt
Never in my life have I dealt
Petty pleasures that is
Always
Useless
Letting my smiles turn to sadness
Inspiring everyone to take on challenges
Never concerning my own happiness
Enduring everything and being consumed of wrathfulness
Realizing my own weakness
Acting independently due to selfishness
Creating my own world
Eventfully full of wickedness
Living in both lives
In spite of feeling
Subtle sadness
desisyon
Sa oras na ikaw ay aking pakakawalan
Ako ba ay iyong babalikan?
O tuluyan ng iiwanan?
Ako ba’y iyong kakalimutan?
At hindi na iisipin magpakailanman?
Lahat ng katanungang ito
Lahat ay nabuo
Lahat ng ito ay nabuo sa isipan ko
Nung ako’y muntikan ng iwan mo
Bakit kaya sa dinami dami ng tao
Ikaw pa ang napili ko
Ikaw pa ang minahal ko
Ngunit bakit ganito
Mundo ko’y gumuguho
Sa mga oras na ito
Ano ba ang mas pipiliin ko
Ang kaligayahan ko?
O ang kalayaan mo?
