I want to feel my pain...

Torment me...

Let me see what life is like...

Kill me...

Before I kill myself...

Hate me...

So I can be alone...

Curse me...

So I can see myself...

Fear me...

So I can wither away...

Love me...

To make me suffer more...

Want me...

sSo I can be used again...

Need me...

So I can kill myself again...

Hurt me...

To put me in my place...

Confuse me...

So I will wander in the dark...

See me...

So I can find out who I am...

Condem me...

So I can live in your Hell...

Forsaken me...

So I will disappear...

Sacrifice me...

So I can feel again.........