Is that where I am?

Or is it my world,

Distorted by my demons?

I cut. I bleed. I pray.

But to who do I pray?

I believe in God, yes...

But I hate him!!!

I refuse to pray to him!

So I pray to the stars,

Filled with angels and demons.

All of which I love...

I cut for them...

I bleed for them...

I cry for them...

I fear no death.

I fear I'm not human...

Just a lost soul...

Destined to wander for an eternity!!

I see a light,

Right behind me...

Fading into my deepest abyss.

All I see is a blood red sea,

A blood red sky,

Filled with stars,

And a harvest moon.

I want Death...

I tempt Death...

As Death as my savior,

I shall be free forever!