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so proud :'D

I managed to finally make my dream kind of GIF!!!! Been working for it in days. Its not that perfect though... Ahahaha.... I was inspired by Eureka 7 2nd ending animation (see it around 0:40)...

I'm so happy I could die right now.... :'D

last of April

So its the last day of April.... the 31st... (well, here in the Philippines though...)

I still have to wait for 24 more days and hopefully enroll to college (which did not happen because of stupid circumstances). I really hope I can enroll and I pray that I would get a good schedule. I don't want to be in college dealing with time-related issues...

Anyway, I'll be using this month of May to improve. I'm quite dealing on some things now and hopefully you guys would find it nice too! :D

Here's my new card by the way:

Good morning, good afternoon and good evening... whatever time you guys are in right now! :))

Zerchan incident

I'm so sorry guys for raging as an angry mob last night.... About my previous post... My wallpaper having in the Zerochan.

I would like to clear some things. Yes I know that Zerochan is an Image dump site. And its quite useful for artists to find high resolution scans without having to sign up. I myself sometimes find scans there. Its just that I'm against Zerchan's wallpapers and fanarts thing for a few reasons:

• ANOTHER WALLER MIGHT GET IN TROUBLE - I remember Winterlionheart's wallpaper before. It got deleted because the original image she used was an actual wallpaper made by someone I know. She found it in Zerochan and mistook it for a scan. I've seen a lot of them who got in trouble. Also, I see some Pixiv art there. Some sites (like Minitokyo) do not allow anyone to use scans from Pixiv for wallpapers. They get deleted right away as well. Pixiv is the Japanese equivalent to deviantART.
• I PREFER MY WORKS TO BE WHERE I POSTED THEM - I know the moment you posted your works, you're also risking your own dignity... But somehow, I'm feeling a little anxious knowing my works are posted in sites that surprises me. If I posted a wallpaper in theO and promoted it in Tumblr, I'd totally be saying "go to theOtaku and download the full resolution". I prefer that way. I've been hurt a lot of times especially during one time I saw a few of my walls have even those stupid site logos pasted over it!!! :'(
• I'M ALSO AN ARTIST, I DRAW TOO - Seeing Pixiv and deviantART works there somehow hurts my heart. Fan arts are totally pain in the a** especially the traditional ones. I'm not sure if those artists would like to see their works there but with that, they're not getting the proper credit they should be getting. Most of the fan arts I see don't have signatures. Seeing it makes me think of the hard work they've done and it really hurts me. Sometimes I think people should see this in the sites where these art were originally posted. If its posted in deviantART, people should see this in deviantART.

It's just my own side. I also respect yours too!...

WTF!? Zerochan!!! D:<

Oh God... I can't believe this is what I'm seeing!!!!

Help guys! Anyone who has a Zerochan account please help and report this to be deleted for me... I don't care if Zerchan is an image dump site and I don't care if this is an old sh*tty work of mine.... I don't give a crap. Its much better if Zerochan would host source images AND not our own works. I'm already feeling down right now and this even made me feel worse...

:'(

feeling sad :'(

I mentioned yesterday that we were going to UST (my college university, hopefully) to complete my enrollment process... Sadly, it did not happen. The reason was, I was moved to batch 2 for enrollment. I'd have to wait for may 24...

We actually went there by the end of March something to pass my missing requirements that will be until April 2. That time, my school card/report card/grades were not yet released by our school. In the Philippines, report cards are usually released days after the graduation. If you remember, I graduated April 7 (5 days after the deadline). Luckily that time, the submission for report card was extended until April 25 which was yesterday.

I was really sad about what happened. They did not inform us about that. We had speculations that we were arranged by our surnames (which is a disadvantage to me sometimes since my surname is "V") and its possible that I might get a not-so-good schedule! Which is what I don't want to happen... Its very dangerous especially since my place is far from that university.

If I get a bad schedule, I'm totally not going to college even if it displeases my parents!!! A lot of bad things are happening around the country and I'm not risking my life even so. Childish, but I'm not changing my mind. Even if college will be my steady future, I don't want to take it in a way that I'll be attracting a lot of unexpected events...

In the end, we just took a few pictures and ate at some place special. I pretended to be fine. But deep inside, I'm really disappointed. My brother treated me a halo-halo and I bought myself one of my favorite Wonka Nerds candy. Somehow, I felt relieved. Thanks for reading guys...