Changes can usually be bad, but what is surprising about them is that usually others notice them and not us.
But you are different in this case, because you admitted to yourself that.
Now, you have to take it easy. Thinking too much may lead to negative thinking and that can't be good.
What is good is that if you have noticed some bad things yourself, you can also easily change them.
I believe that you are friendly and that you can show that easily. If you believe so, then it is easy. Just thing good and well and be motivated for that, it is easy, really. Always have good things on mind. It might be hard to get used to that, but later it comes on itself.^^
As for your profession, that only you can choose. You have to again find that motivation and reason that you had before you went to that university. The thing that will make you proud of being what you are.
Why not combine both anime AND that what you are doing?? Who says that one day you will not be making promo material for some anime show, or maybe working for famous Studio Ghibli making their advertising and promotional art? I think that you could and that clears two flies with one hit (the other one being your non-inspiration for anime things).
And yes, I know that it doesn't work on your college there, BUT you will be unique and you will bring back your motivation for standard work that you do there.
Also, I nor anyone else would want that you delete your account here. I think that it won't do you any good because it will just suck you deeper in that, but if you think that something like that might be the best idea, then I first will respect you in that.
~ Until then I wish all the best for you! Keep the head up and smile knowing that you are special and that you can change things. :)
Aw that is some very heavy stuff. change is always scary, and I am feeling the same with losing the anime interested/otaku side of myself. I will admit I get sudden urges to make things but I have been so busy with other stuff that I haven't really had the urge to make anything. I feel like I have to sometimes. But maybe you might get a mood to come on here, so maybe you do need a hiatus. I don't want to beg you not to leave, I and other will miss you, but if that is what you feel like you need to do, then people shouldn't make it hard for you *hugs*
I have to admit that tumblr is probably my most visited website right now. It used to be Theo, but things and interests change. I had no idea who that guy (the photogenic one) was who has been taking up part of my dash btw haha. I love it for the reason you do, it makes me smile ALL THE TIME. here is my tumblr if you want to take a look, it is mostly filled with hunger games stuff at the moment
Oh, I know that feeling :') Don't give up, okay? I think it's because there isn't really the pleasure side of working when we are studying but you have to think of what's in the end, when you will reach your goal enjoy working! Besides, it's always a good experience. Try to find a new inspiration for your work, maybe?
Since I am in university, I am not that much into anime than I used to be... But I'm coming back to it, sometimes :) So, maybe you will come back to cards and wallpapers too!
Oh, gifs... I think I am now spending my time doing some! Not that much on my personal tumblr you follow but on the Kpop/manga/anime/games/etc one. I feel with gifs what I felt when I was doing wallpapers and stuff... ♥
Your probably just stressed and worried right now. Your still you no matter what small changes there is in you. There is a lot going on in your life. Just smile and enjoy it and relax. Your still a great artsit as well. I hate seeing you so down anymore. You still have close friends here as well.
Ich such dich unter jedem Stein Wo bist du Ich schlaf mit einem Messer ein
LightFykki
Drachen Herz (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/12/12 | Reply
Changes can usually be bad, but what is surprising about them is that usually others notice them and not us.
But you are different in this case, because you admitted to yourself that.
Now, you have to take it easy. Thinking too much may lead to negative thinking and that can't be good.
What is good is that if you have noticed some bad things yourself, you can also easily change them.
I believe that you are friendly and that you can show that easily. If you believe so, then it is easy. Just thing good and well and be motivated for that, it is easy, really. Always have good things on mind. It might be hard to get used to that, but later it comes on itself.^^
As for your profession, that only you can choose. You have to again find that motivation and reason that you had before you went to that university. The thing that will make you proud of being what you are.
Why not combine both anime AND that what you are doing?? Who says that one day you will not be making promo material for some anime show, or maybe working for famous Studio Ghibli making their advertising and promotional art? I think that you could and that clears two flies with one hit (the other one being your non-inspiration for anime things).
And yes, I know that it doesn't work on your college there, BUT you will be unique and you will bring back your motivation for standard work that you do there.
Also, I nor anyone else would want that you delete your account here. I think that it won't do you any good because it will just suck you deeper in that, but if you think that something like that might be the best idea, then I first will respect you in that.
~ Until then I wish all the best for you! Keep the head up and smile knowing that you are special and that you can change things. :)
fma17
Otaku Eternal | Posted 04/12/12 | Reply
Aw that is some very heavy stuff. change is always scary, and I am feeling the same with losing the anime interested/otaku side of myself. I will admit I get sudden urges to make things but I have been so busy with other stuff that I haven't really had the urge to make anything. I feel like I have to sometimes. But maybe you might get a mood to come on here, so maybe you do need a hiatus. I don't want to beg you not to leave, I and other will miss you, but if that is what you feel like you need to do, then people shouldn't make it hard for you *hugs*
I have to admit that tumblr is probably my most visited website right now. It used to be Theo, but things and interests change. I had no idea who that guy (the photogenic one) was who has been taking up part of my dash btw haha. I love it for the reason you do, it makes me smile ALL THE TIME. here is my tumblr if you want to take a look, it is mostly filled with hunger games stuff at the moment
Felcie
Unicorn Lover (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/12/12 | Reply
Anyway, take care~! :)
XkeyofdestinyX
Psychopath (Grand Otaku) | Posted 04/12/12 | Reply
Your probably just stressed and worried right now. Your still you no matter what small changes there is in you. There is a lot going on in your life. Just smile and enjoy it and relax. Your still a great artsit as well. I hate seeing you so down anymore. You still have close friends here as well.
Ich such dich unter jedem Stein Wo bist du Ich schlaf mit einem Messer ein