Im not someone who knows alot about the inner working of the brain. I can't claim to be an expert or even have a remote knowledge of how things work up there. That being said, I think your depressed. Clinicly depressed I mean, not just feeling down.
I do suggest you need to sit down and talk to someone. The reasons you listed here seem to point to depression.
Again I'm no expert, but I urge you to seek aid in this matter.
This isn't the right attitude to have! You need to focus, your just stressed. You need to relax, calm down and try to enjoy yourself more. Your stuff used to be really good here, I hate to see you giving up or feeling like your failing now. You got into the college you wanted to be in, and now your job is to stay there. What I'm trying to say is...even though you seem to be doing bad now, doesn't mean in time you wont get better. And who cares if your friends are doing better then you, or have better grades? Doesn't mean your doing bad or that your going to fail. Everyone works at their own pace. I don't think that was very fair of your mother to say, she should be supporting you. Even if it wasn't to your face, behind your back is just as bad. But don't let it get to her, you should use that as motivation to make her proud. Prove to her you can do this. We all have faith in you. But you won't get anywhere if you don't have faith in yourself. You need to believe you can get someone where to get where you want to be. And as others have said, I'm sure your situation is making it worse. I know when I have a lot on my plate, it's hard for me to do things as good as I normally do. But things get better, they always get better. I learnt a lot last year when I had a lot to deal with. But now things have gotten better. It's just the matter of getting through it. I will be here for you if you ever need me. I wish you good luck.
Ich such dich unter jedem Stein Wo bist du Ich schlaf mit einem Messer ein
Oh Josephine, I am so sorry. Things might seem at such a low point right now,but you just have to remind yourself that it will get better,that's just how life works sadly. We are all here rooting for you. You have amazing talents,you might not think so,but you have shared it so many times with us. I click on the ads everytime I am on tumblr because you deserve it. I hope it helps even a little... I know I can't say much to help you feel better but the other day when I was typing out Josh,my spell check on my phone came up with Josephine XD It made me think of you
Maybe it's only your current situation that has impact on your works? I know it's hard but try to think positive and things may get better step by step... Just don't give up yet, you are amazing, you just need to find motivation and inspiration again. There are always those moments when you doubt and feel not good at all, when you are an art student, all my friends who were in art schools felt like that at some point.
Anyway, I support you with all my heart! Don't forget that I ship you with photoshop, that means a lot *hugs*
I am truly sorry to hear that... :( It does seem like you are going through a quite rough time.
I don't think that you chose a wrong course. You knew in what you will go and you know what you chose that. Even back then you knew that you can make it! You proved that in the first year, why can't you now?
A lot of things are going through your head and they all are chained. One fail can easily result in an another.
What I am trying to say is that you can just try to sleep it over and clear your mind. Go somewhere, alone, in a nature most preferable. There try to do your homework and your work that you have, but just clear every worries and try to awake that inner self. That motivation that kept you going before. As much as bad things make a chain, so do the good. Try to make something that will really make you proud and other things will move as well.
I truly wish you all the best and don't loose faith Josephine. You can still do it if you really want~!
kisskiss-bangbang
Otaku Eternal | Posted 07/31/12 | Reply
Im not someone who knows alot about the inner working of the brain. I can't claim to be an expert or even have a remote knowledge of how things work up there. That being said, I think your depressed. Clinicly depressed I mean, not just feeling down.
I do suggest you need to sit down and talk to someone. The reasons you listed here seem to point to depression.
Again I'm no expert, but I urge you to seek aid in this matter.
matt
XkeyofdestinyX
Psychopath (Grand Otaku) | Posted 07/31/12 | Reply
This isn't the right attitude to have! You need to focus, your just stressed. You need to relax, calm down and try to enjoy yourself more. Your stuff used to be really good here, I hate to see you giving up or feeling like your failing now. You got into the college you wanted to be in, and now your job is to stay there. What I'm trying to say is...even though you seem to be doing bad now, doesn't mean in time you wont get better. And who cares if your friends are doing better then you, or have better grades? Doesn't mean your doing bad or that your going to fail. Everyone works at their own pace. I don't think that was very fair of your mother to say, she should be supporting you. Even if it wasn't to your face, behind your back is just as bad. But don't let it get to her, you should use that as motivation to make her proud. Prove to her you can do this. We all have faith in you. But you won't get anywhere if you don't have faith in yourself. You need to believe you can get someone where to get where you want to be. And as others have said, I'm sure your situation is making it worse. I know when I have a lot on my plate, it's hard for me to do things as good as I normally do. But things get better, they always get better. I learnt a lot last year when I had a lot to deal with. But now things have gotten better. It's just the matter of getting through it. I will be here for you if you ever need me. I wish you good luck.
Ich such dich unter jedem Stein Wo bist du Ich schlaf mit einem Messer ein
fma17
Otaku Eternal | Posted 07/31/12 | Reply
Oh Josephine, I am so sorry. Things might seem at such a low point right now,but you just have to remind yourself that it will get better,that's just how life works sadly. We are all here rooting for you. You have amazing talents,you might not think so,but you have shared it so many times with us. I click on the ads everytime I am on tumblr because you deserve it. I hope it helps even a little... I know I can't say much to help you feel better but the other day when I was typing out Josh,my spell check on my phone came up with Josephine XD It made me think of you
Felcie
Unicorn Lover (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/31/12 | Reply
Maybe it's only your current situation that has impact on your works? I know it's hard but try to think positive and things may get better step by step... Just don't give up yet, you are amazing, you just need to find motivation and inspiration again. There are always those moments when you doubt and feel not good at all, when you are an art student, all my friends who were in art schools felt like that at some point.
Anyway, I support you with all my heart! Don't forget that I ship you with photoshop, that means a lot *hugs*
LightFykki
Drachen Herz (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/31/12 | Reply
I am truly sorry to hear that... :( It does seem like you are going through a quite rough time.
I don't think that you chose a wrong course. You knew in what you will go and you know what you chose that. Even back then you knew that you can make it! You proved that in the first year, why can't you now?
A lot of things are going through your head and they all are chained. One fail can easily result in an another.
What I am trying to say is that you can just try to sleep it over and clear your mind. Go somewhere, alone, in a nature most preferable. There try to do your homework and your work that you have, but just clear every worries and try to awake that inner self. That motivation that kept you going before. As much as bad things make a chain, so do the good. Try to make something that will really make you proud and other things will move as well.
I truly wish you all the best and don't loose faith Josephine. You can still do it if you really want~!