a doodle gift for myself and the simple food we had at home

• I literally have no gift at my own birthday. I was only given 1000PHP to treat my friends for lunch and the extra money for whatever I want.
• I just bought spaghetti and large fries as additional food for home.
• I made a gift for myself because forever alone
• There's no special prom party as what 18 year old girls in the Philippines would normally have. I do understand it. We have no money to do such things.
• I'm hoping for an expensive gift to come this year. Or maybe a special vacation to some place I haven't been.
• Facebook greetings as usual but I still appreciate it. People take a few seconds to greet me. That feels good.