After years of self-depreciation and failed attempts of getting better at life, here I am back on this website like the anime trash I have always been.
My last post was me working on my thesis. Good news is that I graduated last May 2015! Bad news is that until now I'm still unemployed and having a shitty life because:
- my grandfather got hospitalized for months and eventually dies
- I got kicked out my grandparents' house (where I literally grew up and treasure the most) because of their problematic son aka my uncle
- employers are too lazy to train fresh grads and would prefer they know everything like they had 10 years of work experience at school
While I may be unemployed, I just actually started looking for jobs this year since my grandpa left me. It's hard to focus on job hunting and freelance back then because of him. Until I get a job, I am a freelancer which is obviously not enough to feed my starving stomach (unfortunately, my fat stayed very loyal and I'm honestly pissed off).
I feel I'm being out of luck with my applications but I want to keep trying. I have an art blog and now I'm trying to keep up/get better with my illustrations. I'll say in advance that I'm most likely never going back to doing wallpapers and cards however I would be posting fanart(s) as part of my shameless plugging tactics. I kept thinking if I should make a new account but theO is an exception. This website is one of the main reasons why I have the skills I have today and I would love to keep in touch with everyone who's been part of my journey.
The website's look never changed so much which pleases me personally tho as a designer it's pretty disappointing.
Since I don't have a stable job, I'm slaving myself with doing illustrations hoping they could be sold as prints. And speaking of being shameless, might as well start with my links:
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