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I'm Back (?)

After years of self-depreciation and failed attempts of getting better at life, here I am back on this website like the anime trash I have always been.

My last post was me working on my thesis. Good news is that I graduated last May 2015! Bad news is that until now I'm still unemployed and having a shitty life because:

• my grandfather got hospitalized for months and eventually dies
• I got kicked out my grandparents' house (where I literally grew up and treasure the most) because of their problematic son aka my uncle
• employers are too lazy to train fresh grads and would prefer they know everything like they had 10 years of work experience at school

While I may be unemployed, I just actually started looking for jobs this year since my grandpa left me. It's hard to focus on job hunting and freelance back then because of him. Until I get a job, I am a freelancer which is obviously not enough to feed my starving stomach (unfortunately, my fat stayed very loyal and I'm honestly pissed off).

I feel I'm being out of luck with my applications but I want to keep trying. I have an art blog and now I'm trying to keep up/get better with my illustrations. I'll say in advance that I'm most likely never going back to doing wallpapers and cards however I would be posting fanart(s) as part of my shameless plugging tactics. I kept thinking if I should make a new account but theO is an exception. This website is one of the main reasons why I have the skills I have today and I would love to keep in touch with everyone who's been part of my journey.

The website's look never changed so much which pleases me personally tho as a designer it's pretty disappointing.

Since I don't have a stable job, I'm slaving myself with doing illustrations hoping they could be sold as prints. And speaking of being shameless, might as well start with my links:

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If ya'll have some spare $3, please throw them at me.

sooper busy....

I've been quite busy these past few days... I'm working on some things that I can't really spoil right now... XD

I'm quite getting excited when its finished. Hopefully, you might like it as well.

But since its too early, I've got to keep my mouth shut then....

So you just have to stick on waiting if you're interested...

You've got no choice then... XD

That's all... I'm sleepy... -_-