Hello, hello. My name is Xan and I will be your host this evening. Tonight we are serving Boring Life Problems, SHAMELESS Self Promotion, Conceited Blathering, and Mainly Stupid Stuff. Our most popular wine is Why Me. May I seat you?

Feel free to browse but try not to carouse! I hope you enjoyed my pun up there, because I sure did. Here's some boring facts about moi:

• Not a chick
• Not a dude
• So stfu
• I love you! ily, ilu, <3
• I am the Prince of Punk

Blah blah blah BLAH BLAH UGH HOW BORING.
There's really not much else to say. In my past-time I sleep and draw ugly pictures. Sometimes I write stupid words, which you can see in my only other world "Ugh Just Some Words." Otherwise I'm just a piece of trash weeb.

Why Hello There

I'm going to have to watch The Rainbow Factory again. It's stuck in my head. What a dark pony world. And awoken. And more pony songs.
Went to the Sunken Garden and listened to Billy Collins read poetry. He was really funny.
I'm taking forever to work on my paper for AP English, and I worked on it so much today I forgot what I was supposed to be writing about.
In the meantime, I miss Governor's School and being part of the editing and writing team for the newspaper. Four editions were not enough. Five weeks of Governor's School were not enough. Oh sigh.
Those five days I spent in the woods felt like forever. I feel like I have woken up out of a dream. And now I'm just... bleh. I don't feel like doing anything.
I'm wondering if I really need downers for my medication. It makes me sleepy all the time, and I still panic and freeze up. Like a computer where some old guy keeps pressing buttons because he has twenty pages up at once all running a FOR FREE!! phone ad. I feel more and more like Dave Strider everyday.