Poetry of life and love =]

i've returned

YAYYYYY ! i finally got my computer back up and running =]
allll mine too so i'll be posting as much as i possibly could fit and strain from my mind =]

Sometimes in our life
our skies have fallen
the tears have slid down our faces
sometimes in our life
our skies have lifted
our tears have dried
and our lips have touched
sometimes in our life
our eyes have remained closed
our hearts dormant
and our voices silent
sometimes in our life
our eyes are always open
our hearts feel and crave
and our voices lift and sing
and though all these times in our lives
all of these things mean we've lived whether happy or sad
and at a last moment
our hearts unite and love
for this is all we can do
and live as we may
we will always end
in
Love

something

its driving me insane
watching the days just pass
making my life seem a nothing
keeping me in the closed off gate
time just keeps passing
too slow
too fast
sometimes not moving
every moment i could spend
thinking dreaming of something
of something with you
of something so close
of something so far
just out of reach it feels
to have you not by my side
i need your perfect smooth hands
your soft silver chuckle
your most adoring smile
and the facsination of having you
of having every moment
i spend lost trying to find you
now replaced by
the moments spent being found
and by you
that something
that something
its you

= ]

hey so i've been pretty weird lately
2 weeks and 2 days ='[
yes i counted lol =]
but honestly i dont think it matters any more
its so strange how when i'm on my own and i think about my feelings
they change but
when i hear is voice or talk to him my emotions totally change and i feel no doubts what so ever
its pretty strange but life just happens that way =]

~the melody~ by me
every melody i hear within myself
it feels almost out of control
there is no beat
no pulse
no security
no true goal
all of these melodys
all of them collide
all of them dont seem to feel right

theres this silence
it over came the melodys
there i am
in the silence
then this melody
one with a beat
a pulse
a securance
a true goal
this melody
kept playing
when i turned away from the silence
i saw you
you were this perfect melody
you were our melody
and your mine

just you

it seems almost impossible for me to make everything i feel disappear
every time i think of you another butterfly appears
every moment i think i'm not i just am
every moment i hope your not on my mind you are
every moment i spend trying to free myself from your grip there you are again
every moment more and more its harder to make your image disappear
it feels impossible to free you from my heart while your not here
it feels upsetting that we cant see eachother while we speak
it feels asphyxiating to feel right without you there
it feels insane to know that your not here right now
but till the time is right
just not now
only deep with in my heart
only i can say
i love you

way crazy lol

so i'm a bit insane now
i think i just recieved everything i wanted and i dont know how to handle it
i think i still feel like there are all those obstacles
but now we're both trying to reach out
but still so far apart
every moment is so insane but yea basically

In Love With You
every moment seems to pass
my mind still stuck
on the subject of you
today your eyes had opened to the feelings of my heart
today your eyes had sadened for the answer of my voice
every moment passes
i feel you should smile
as though you had nothing to upset yourself of
but your still torn to the heart of her
your eyes say so much as though every moment
every moment i want to spend with you
my mind and yours arent as one
but over time that may change
every moment cant be told right now

the image totally dedicated to 9 tailed