it seems almost impossible for me to make everything i feel disappear
every time i think of you another butterfly appears
every moment i think i'm not i just am
every moment i hope your not on my mind you are
every moment i spend trying to free myself from your grip there you are again
every moment more and more its harder to make your image disappear
it feels impossible to free you from my heart while your not here
it feels upsetting that we cant see eachother while we speak
it feels asphyxiating to feel right without you there
it feels insane to know that your not here right now
but till the time is right
just not now
only deep with in my heart
only i can say
i love you