hey so i've been pretty weird lately
2 weeks and 2 days ='[
yes i counted lol =]
but honestly i dont think it matters any more
its so strange how when i'm on my own and i think about my feelings
they change but
when i hear is voice or talk to him my emotions totally change and i feel no doubts what so ever
its pretty strange but life just happens that way =]

~the melody~ by me
every melody i hear within myself
it feels almost out of control
there is no beat
no pulse
no security
no true goal
all of these melodys
all of them collide
all of them dont seem to feel right

theres this silence
it over came the melodys
there i am
in the silence
then this melody
one with a beat
a pulse
a securance
a true goal
this melody
kept playing
when i turned away from the silence
i saw you
you were this perfect melody
you were our melody
and your mine