its driving me insane
watching the days just pass
making my life seem a nothing
keeping me in the closed off gate
time just keeps passing
too slow
too fast
sometimes not moving
every moment i could spend
thinking dreaming of something
of something with you
of something so close
of something so far
just out of reach it feels
to have you not by my side
i need your perfect smooth hands
your soft silver chuckle
your most adoring smile
and the facsination of having you
of having every moment
i spend lost trying to find you
now replaced by
the moments spent being found
and by you
that something
that something
its you