Hey there! I am Fighter xaos though some call me.... *thunder crashes* Jerry. Anyway some of you may already know me as xaos.

I am chaos.

# it is a bottomless gulf where anything falls endlessly. This radically contrasts with the Earth that emerges from it to offer a stable ground.
# it is a place without any possible orientation, where anything falls in every direction.
# it is a space that separates, that divides: after the Earth and the Sky parted, Chaos remains between both of them
*“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit”
*You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
*Chaos and Order are not enemies, only opposites.
*Out of chaos God made a world, and out of high passions comes a people.

Younger me must have thought that was deep.

Oh yeah other places you can find me. My Deviantart
My myotaku
My youtube
MyAnimeList
My Elfwood and finally
My Twitter

My tumblr

If you want to talk with me more/know me better I suggest hitting me up on deviantart and twitter. I'm on those sites more than theO.


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comics


Since I'm a very lazy person I shall just copy and paste, right.... now!

Uh, let's see what's going on. OOOH! I've been on this drawing rampage for the past two days. I was actually re-drawing an old comic I did years ago, I was doing that because the original is pretty much illegible to anybody but myself and that's only because as the author I remember what I wrote. It's one of my favorite comics I did, mainly because of the story. There's lots of things in there that I did, that I liked and also I liked the homages and hints I gave to my other comics within this one. It took such a long time though! Mainly because I had so much PACKED into each page. I mean that literally, like the panels on each page is like... O_o I definitely learned my lesson since then but when drawing this I did not want to update the style. I actually drew like I did back then, and it was kinda weird on account I just recently learned some new things and here I am going to how I drew years ago. I mean ok I did make it look better but not different. I don't know if you know what I mean. If someone were to come over my house and I were to show them the original and the new "Redux" version they'd get it. I pretty much drew it line for line but it's cleaned up. I'll be uploading it today, so please check it out if you can. I worked REALLY hard on it, I mean I can't stress that enough. Matter of fact when I was done I wrote PLEASE READ, THANKS! on a piece of paper and put it on top of the comic so my parents could read it. They did. ^^ Anyway, the name of the comic is:

Mysterious Insignia

Also, I have another totally new. totally not a strain on my wrist for having packed panels comic I'm starting as well. No name for it yet but this comic is actually based off all the dreams I had. I don't even know if based is the right word, they ARE the dreams I had. Yep, I decided to just draw all these dreams and make them a comic. A collection of shorts type of comic. I decided to do this because I feel it'll help me psychologically like venting or something. I mean if writing them helps (which I do) then drawing them can too, can it? These dreams will be largely uncensored and told just how they happened. (except for the sexual stuff, nobody needs to see that, not even myself) So if they seem weird, hey that's how dreams work sometimes! What, never had a weird dream before?

Just plugging

yeah, shameless plugging. *laughs* Oh, I'll have a real post on myO in about two days though. (not going to be on the comp tomorrow)

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Also did a guest post on miss Innocent Heart's Mutual Admiration Club

I forgot something


I just wanted to post to say I forgot all about saying what happened to my Fantastic Children contest. Well, since nobody entered... I WIN! and for my prize I give myself a PSP. "Oh what I always wanted" Hooray for me winning a contest finally! I guess I just don't have any influence, or I'm not popular enough to even think about hosting a contest, I thought it would be fun but oh well.

I did put up some wallpapers though, also I put up that pic that the top of the post to see if you can use that to make a wallpaper yourself, go ahead. It's of the ship the Albion in Mobile Suit Gundam 0083 Stardust Memory.

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New Year! So what did I miss?

So I've been gone on New Years eve and day. Just as I said. So what happened here on theO the very first day of the year? I noticed the news articles I submitted showed up... now. I submitted those days ago. *laughs* If you're interested in fighti...

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End of the year is coming

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