LOL
EMOTIONAL SPEECH OF WISDOM AND POWAH
Yeah, I sometimes feel like, 'this is such crap' and then sometime I am super inspired.
However, most of the time when I am inspired I cannot draw because I have nothing/no time to do drawing. lol;;
WHOOHOO! It's a big landmark to have made it. You can put that on college applications and job applications for goodnesssss.
OMG IF YOU WANT INSPIRATION SEE THE OLD KARATE KID MOVIES THAT ARE ACTUALLY ABOUT KARATE AND NOT KUNG FU I MEAN WTF I DID NOT LIKE THE NEW MOVIE AS MUCH BECAUSE IT WAS ABOUT KUNG FU BUT THEY CALLED IT THE KARATE KID THIS IS A RUN ON SENTENCE.
My entire family excluding my mom does it so I also would never be able to live it down if I quit. < U >;;
I've tried to stop wanting new things/asking for money since the whole money problems. Of course it's not like my mom would pay for anything I want, anyway. "USE YOUR OWN MONEY." 'BUT I HAVE NO JOB SOBBU.'
it's such a sad feeling really, to want to just simply give up on everything... but for some reason, there will always be another reason to not give it all up. OMGIT'SANEMOTIONALSPEECH
DDUUUHHHHSHDFSD
yeah that was my reason too; i've gotten so far in it, it would make me look pathetic and a quitter for leaving it so soon when i'm a month away from graduating. so yeah i stayed and i made it.
actually i was really close into getting back to classes againfromwatchingkaratekidwhutinspirationalmoviewhut
but lately my family has been having some money trouble so i thought it'd be best to wait when the recession has passed :-U
Sometimes I feel like I should drop everything but I'm just too much intertwined with the characters and everything... it'd be painful to leave.
I feel horrible I did it. It wasn't even that horrible, I just... idek. lol
Nooooooooooooooooo.
Well, even if you weren't into it, at least you learned how to protect yourself. I was basically forced to start, but I had a general interest...
A lot of reasons why I even bother sticking with it is because I'm so close to black belt, it gives me exercise, and I get to beat the shit out of stuff.
i was feeling the same thing too, i was really depressed about my art. not only that but my lack in activity in TG which i was real close to calling a quits on the group.
but it happens to all of us; we go through a phase were we're not satisfied with our work or anything we've done in general in the past... but hey, it shows how much you've improved and much better you've become (:
congrats on the red strip! i'm still ahead of you i've been a black belt since march
although i quit after my graduation for that rank; i was never into karate/tae kwon do... i was forced to out of peer pressure from my family. :/
but it's good to know you're into karate, you learn so much from it mentally and physically.
mewmewpudding
Otaku Eternal | Posted 08/23/10 | Reply
@Jigoku Sakura:
MINDU RINKU KAWAII DESU NYAN.
LOL
EMOTIONAL SPEECH OF WISDOM AND POWAH
Yeah, I sometimes feel like, 'this is such crap' and then sometime I am super inspired.
However, most of the time when I am inspired I cannot draw because I have nothing/no time to do drawing. lol;;
WHOOHOO! It's a big landmark to have made it. You can put that on college applications and job applications for goodnesssss.
OMG IF YOU WANT INSPIRATION SEE THE OLD KARATE KID MOVIES THAT ARE ACTUALLY ABOUT KARATE AND NOT KUNG FU I MEAN WTF I DID NOT LIKE THE NEW MOVIE AS MUCH BECAUSE IT WAS ABOUT KUNG FU BUT THEY CALLED IT THE KARATE KID THIS IS A RUN ON SENTENCE.
My entire family excluding my mom does it so I also would never be able to live it down if I quit. < U >;;
I've tried to stop wanting new things/asking for money since the whole money problems. Of course it's not like my mom would pay for anything I want, anyway. "USE YOUR OWN MONEY." 'BUT I HAVE NO JOB SOBBU.'
Jigoku Sakura
sourpatch kid (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 08/23/10 | Reply
@mewmewpudding:
MYNDU LEENKU DESU DESU?
it's such a sad feeling really, to want to just simply give up on everything... but for some reason, there will always be another reason to not give it all up.
OMGIT'SANEMOTIONALSPEECHDDUUUHHHHSHDFSD
yeah that was my reason too; i've gotten so far in it, it would make me look pathetic and a quitter for leaving it so soon when i'm a month away from graduating. so yeah i stayed and i made it.
actually i was really close into getting back to classes again
fromwatchingkaratekidwhutinspirationalmoviewhutbut lately my family has been having some money trouble so i thought it'd be best to wait when the recession has passed :-U
mewmewpudding
Otaku Eternal | Posted 08/23/10 | Reply
@Jigoku Sakura:
MIND LINKU
Sometimes I feel like I should drop everything but I'm just too much intertwined with the characters and everything... it'd be painful to leave.
I feel horrible I did it. It wasn't even that horrible, I just... idek. lol
Nooooooooooooooooo.
Well, even if you weren't into it, at least you learned how to protect yourself. I was basically forced to start, but I had a general interest...
A lot of reasons why I even bother sticking with it is because I'm so close to black belt, it gives me exercise, and I get to beat the shit out of stuff.
Jigoku Sakura
sourpatch kid (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 08/22/10 | Reply
whoa, i think our minds were linked for a day.
i was feeling the same thing too, i was really depressed about my art. not only that but my lack in activity in TG which i was real close to calling a quits on the group.
but it happens to all of us; we go through a phase were we're not satisfied with our work or anything we've done in general in the past... but hey, it shows how much you've improved and much better you've become (:
congrats on the red strip!
i'm still ahead of you i've been a black belt since marchalthough i quit after my graduation for that rank; i was never into karate/tae kwon do... i was forced to out of peer pressure from my family. :/
but it's good to know you're into karate, you learn so much from it mentally and physically.
mewmewpudding
Otaku Eternal | Posted 08/22/10 | Reply
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You were damn right I would want to.
I like walruses.