You know at one point, I expected Beth to say "Go to you room and think about what you've done!" >.> lol
I only have one real life friend on here. I only get to see her once every couple of months. But she's not that active here to begin with. We talk on facebook more.
But I meant the friends I made here. Most of my close friends from over the years left when VV came along. ._. I tried really hard to stay and even made new friends, like you and Beth... But some say I'm not trying hard enough. ._. And most of my theO related problems come from chat. -3-
Oh and I should've mentioned this sooner, but I didn't read that essay cuz that person wrote it. I didn't realise unil I finished reading the essay. So instead of realising who it was and ignoring it, thus saving me from upsetting myself, so I really stepped in it myself. >.>
........... GAH I'm sick and tired of my own negativity! DX /(>A<)/ I'm sorry I'm making you deal with all of this. ;_; I'm gonna go post something cute to make up for it! >3<
It's just a really good book! I cried reading it. I didn't go to the bathroom for over 2 hours just to read it, even though I was busting to go. It's not the best written book. Not even close. But it left a life long impression on me.
I know that feeling. I have things I really love that aren't the best but left a great impression on me.
I'm not mature at all. I know that if I mention the title or the member, I'd be the bad guy. And even though they bullied me, they didn't leave evidence... I'm not trying to keep the peace or anything. I'm just trying to protect myself.
Well I know you better than to see you as the bad guy so you don't have to worry about that. Your intent may have only been to protect yourself, but I'm still glad you didn't mention the name. Sometimes we're mature without even realizing it.
And you really sound like an aneki right now. XD *hugs you lots too* =3
*hugs back* =3
Can I visit your blog too? I mean, we've talked on MSN and chat a lot before, but never on blogs. Is it appropriate?
Of course. ^_^ You're always welcome to visit my blog.
It's just a really good book! I cried reading it. I didn't go to the bathroom for over 2 hours just to read it, even though I was busting to go. It's not the best written book. Not even close. But it left a life long impression on me.
I'm not mature at all. I know that if I mention the title or the member, I'd be the bad guy. And even though they bullied me, they didn't leave evidence... I'm not trying to keep the peace or anything. I'm just trying to protect myself.
And you really sound like an aneki right now. XD *hugs you lots too* =3
Can I visit your blog too? I mean, we've talked on MSN and chat a lot before, but never on blogs. Is it appropriate?
Hai, I'm sorry. ._. I know I catastrophise and generalise things... It's just difficult when the most important person in my life witnesses the bullying and says it's all in my head (but other people said that I'm right).
*hugs* It mainly worried me that something would upset you like that you know? And I can understand if you're keeping it general to avoid creating drama around here. Believe me that's something I really appreciate. We need more members to be mature like that when it comes to taking a moment to rant on their blog.
It hurts twice as much as it should, cuz I suffer from Social Anxiety, Generalised Anxiety Disorder and depression. Every time I want to post, my anxieties get in the way... I just really needed to post, even it was wrong.
*hugs you again* I wouldn't say your post is wrong. I'm just really sorry that it upset you that much. I know I'd be sad if you vanished and stopped coming around.
I won't/can't tell you which essay it was. >3<
That's alright. ^^ I don't need to know. It's just my urge to whack whoever upset you, that's all.
Hai, I'm sorry. ._. I know I catastrophise and generalise things... It's just difficult when the most important person in my life witnesses the bullying and says it's all in my head (but other people said that I'm right). It hurts twice as much as it should, cuz I suffer from Social Anxiety, Generalised Anxiety Disorder and depression. Every time I want to post, my anxieties get in the way... I just really needed to post, even it was wrong.
Don't let them bother me? I'm on the verge of a meltdown! DX
Have you honestly visited every member on the site and can say that every one of us is like this?
Do you know why I don't come around here much any more? It's not that I don't, it's that I can't. There are lots of reasons but those people are some of the big ones. >3<
I'm with jomz, if there are people that bother you, don't visit their blogs anymore. Don't let some dumb people fool you into thinking all of us are like that. =/
How do you survive?
I can't speak for jomz but for myself, I simply ignore people like that and hang out with those who's company I find fun.
I do know that now I'm curious about the essay in question. It has to be pretty terrible for you to start thinking every member here must be like that. o_O
Don't let them bother me? I'm on the verge of a meltdown! DX Do you know why I don't come around here much any more? It's not that I don't, it's that I can't. There are lots of reasons but those people are some of the big ones. >3<
Raina
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/12/11 | Reply
@jomz:
You know at one point, I expected Beth to say "Go to you room and think about what you've done!" >.> lol
I only have one real life friend on here. I only get to see her once every couple of months. But she's not that active here to begin with. We talk on facebook more.
But I meant the friends I made here. Most of my close friends from over the years left when VV came along. ._. I tried really hard to stay and even made new friends, like you and Beth... But some say I'm not trying hard enough. ._. And most of my theO related problems come from chat. -3-
Oh and I should've mentioned this sooner, but I didn't read that essay cuz that person wrote it. I didn't realise unil I finished reading the essay. So instead of realising who it was and ignoring it, thus saving me from upsetting myself, so I really stepped in it myself. >.>
........... GAH I'm sick and tired of my own negativity! DX /(>A<)/ I'm sorry I'm making you deal with all of this. ;_; I'm gonna go post something cute to make up for it! >3<
Love Bug =X3
jomz
Otaku Summoner (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/12/11 | Reply
seems Beth gave you a lot of good stuff to think about.
By friends do you mean you real-life friends or other internet buddies?
I don't have real-life friends that are in the O. I just managed to make some good internet friends (specially those regulars of the chat).
Raina
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@SunfallE:
I have this urge to tell you what the book is, just so you can enjoy it too. But I won't. DX Must be... mature... >3<
Well I know you better than to see you as the bad guy so you don't have to worry about that.
TimeChaser thought I would go start a huge fight about the essay. >.> *sticks tongue out at him*
=O I'm really welcome? XD I will visit and write nice comments and not start fights. *nods* >X3
Love Bug =X3
SunfallE
Nyaa~ (ZE MEANIE) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@Raina:
It's just a really good book! I cried reading it. I didn't go to the bathroom for over 2 hours just to read it, even though I was busting to go. It's not the best written book. Not even close. But it left a life long impression on me.
I know that feeling. I have things I really love that aren't the best but left a great impression on me.
I'm not mature at all. I know that if I mention the title or the member, I'd be the bad guy. And even though they bullied me, they didn't leave evidence... I'm not trying to keep the peace or anything. I'm just trying to protect myself.
Well I know you better than to see you as the bad guy so you don't have to worry about that. Your intent may have only been to protect yourself, but I'm still glad you didn't mention the name. Sometimes we're mature without even realizing it.
And you really sound like an aneki right now. XD *hugs you lots too* =3
*hugs back* =3
Can I visit your blog too? I mean, we've talked on MSN and chat a lot before, but never on blogs. Is it appropriate?
Of course. ^_^ You're always welcome to visit my blog.
In the name of the tune I will punish you!
Raina
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@SunfallE:
It's just a really good book! I cried reading it. I didn't go to the bathroom for over 2 hours just to read it, even though I was busting to go. It's not the best written book. Not even close. But it left a life long impression on me.
I'm not mature at all. I know that if I mention the title or the member, I'd be the bad guy. And even though they bullied me, they didn't leave evidence... I'm not trying to keep the peace or anything. I'm just trying to protect myself.
And you really sound like an aneki right now. XD *hugs you lots too* =3
Can I visit your blog too? I mean, we've talked on MSN and chat a lot before, but never on blogs. Is it appropriate?
Love Bug =X3
SunfallE
Nyaa~ (ZE MEANIE) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@Raina:
Hai, I'm sorry. ._. I know I catastrophise and generalise things... It's just difficult when the most important person in my life witnesses the bullying and says it's all in my head (but other people said that I'm right).
*hugs* It mainly worried me that something would upset you like that you know? And I can understand if you're keeping it general to avoid creating drama around here. Believe me that's something I really appreciate. We need more members to be mature like that when it comes to taking a moment to rant on their blog.
It hurts twice as much as it should, cuz I suffer from Social Anxiety, Generalised Anxiety Disorder and depression. Every time I want to post, my anxieties get in the way... I just really needed to post, even it was wrong.
*hugs you again* I wouldn't say your post is wrong. I'm just really sorry that it upset you that much. I know I'd be sad if you vanished and stopped coming around.
I won't/can't tell you which essay it was. >3<
That's alright. ^^ I don't need to know. It's just my urge to whack whoever upset you, that's all.
In the name of the tune I will punish you!
Raina
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@jomz:
My closest friends left theO...
*nods* Beth ish awsome.
Love Bug =X3
Raina
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@SunfallE:
Hai, I'm sorry. ._. I know I catastrophise and generalise things... It's just difficult when the most important person in my life witnesses the bullying and says it's all in my head (but other people said that I'm right). It hurts twice as much as it should, cuz I suffer from Social Anxiety, Generalised Anxiety Disorder and depression. Every time I want to post, my anxieties get in the way... I just really needed to post, even it was wrong.
I won't/can't tell you which essay it was. >3<
Love Bug =X3
jomz
Otaku Summoner (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@SunfallE:
*high fives Beth 'coz she's awesome*
Those are great answers.
jomz
Otaku Summoner (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@Raina:
I survive because I have a lot of great (crazy) friends in here. They help keep my
insanity in check.Well, I hope things cool down for you, as awful as it sounds.
SunfallE
Nyaa~ (ZE MEANIE) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@Raina:
Don't let them bother me? I'm on the verge of a meltdown! DX
Have you honestly visited every member on the site and can say that every one of us is like this?
Do you know why I don't come around here much any more? It's not that I don't, it's that I can't. There are lots of reasons but those people are some of the big ones. >3<
I'm with jomz, if there are people that bother you, don't visit their blogs anymore. Don't let some dumb people fool you into thinking all of us are like that. =/
How do you survive?
I can't speak for jomz but for myself, I simply ignore people like that and hang out with those who's company I find fun.
I do know that now I'm curious about the essay in question. It has to be pretty terrible for you to start thinking every member here must be like that. o_O
In the name of the tune I will punish you!
Raina
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
@jomz:
Don't let them bother me? I'm on the verge of a meltdown! DX Do you know why I don't come around here much any more? It's not that I don't, it's that I can't. There are lots of reasons but those people are some of the big ones. >3<
How do you survive?
Love Bug =X3
jomz
Otaku Summoner (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/09/11 | Reply
I'm willing to bet it's both the academic standards and the people that are declining...
Hang in there. Don't let them bother you too much.