Update

College...yeah.

Pages
I honestly can't work on pages right now and it is driving me insane!!!!!
Even though I have manga studio on my laptop it refuses to work right. Every other line doesn't get put down when I am trying to sketch and the lineart...so um...balls.
I have a page of jubaku in the works but it is literally taking me 5 times as long to get done...it's a bitch.

So I won't be able to update regularly until I get an updated version of manga studio and since I am 'broke', I have no idea how long that will take. Maybe a couple of months because it is 143 on amazon...but it is for vista but Paulie says it will run anyway.
That is another reason why it might take longer because I'm worried about buying it and it not working right...
Sorry guys! Honestly though, it really hurts me to not be able to work on pages.
I guess I could just get the debut version.><

Cosplay
Yep I have a new list of things I want to do now...which is kinda weird because I never knew what to do before.

Honchcrow ginjika
Kafei-Legend of Zelda Majora's Mask
Revolutionary War- Britain...haha, the funny story behind this one was that when I watched it with Paul we said there was no way we were going to cosplay anything from Hetaila....well...now we are.XD She is going to be Revolutionary War America
Pitt-Kid Icarus
Dawn-remake.

Sick

Third day of being sick...and it really sucks

Whoah?! What happened to your face Ash Ketchum?!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqXe7AKz4D4

Did you see it? Did you?!!

I honestly don't mind his new eyes.XD
I like that they have more detail than they used to and that you can actually see his eye color now.XD...I can probably actually draw him more easily now.O.o Though I guess you could say he looks more generic...oh well...if you don't like it....don't watch it.

Though of course people are going to bitch.XD

Oh the feelings of nostalgia is a curse.
People seriously need to open their eyes, just because there are more pokemon now doesn't mean it sucks now...seriously.

Maybe with the new look his personality will be better.XD
Nah, I love Ash even though sometimes he's a tard.

I'm honestly kinda looking forward to Best Wishes even though I'm sad about Diamond and Pearl ending...I actually think it looks kinda good...Actually I am really looking forward to Best Wishes.XD So I'm crossing my fingers that its good.
If I like it than Advanced and Johto will be the only seasons I don't care for.

Ash- Awesome new look.XD Not to say I won't miss how he used to look.
Iris- I'm getting used to her
Dento-...He sparkles...awesome.XD
Shooti-...I know people have been saying he looks like a Paul rip off, but I don't really think so....I guess their hair is...kinda the same but their faces are totally different. I think he is going to be more like Gary than Paul...meaning a guy with a huge ego.

I am really....REALLY....REALLY!!!
Going to miss Brock, Dawn, and Paul....like...a lot.
Dawn and Paul are the only reasons I watched DP!...They made it awesome.
And Brock is Brock and that is amazing.

Please get cameos guys!!! You guys deserve it!

Moving into the dorms tomorrow! Wish me luck that I don't completely bawl my eyes out when my parents leave...I'm a loser like that!!
I start classes on Monday, I hope I...don't get lost.

*faceplant* I'm a terrible person.

This post is full of grammar issues!

I'm seriously not ready for college yet, I kind of have that 'I'm going to throw up feeling' right now.

Man, if things don't work themselves out soon college life is going to be balls...major balls. The details on why it could possibly be major ass suckage isn't for me to share with everyone on the internet.

First off, I did something...not something horrid or anything but I did it with not so nice intentions because I was annoyed. I didn't want to start a war or anything.

THE SITUATION I AM IN IS ALL MY FAULT!!!

I really shouldn't have, I just didn't think it was going explode and be a big issue, after all, we are supposed to be friends right?

But in the end it wasn't right for me to put everyone in that situation that we are in now...so I'm sorry...

Yeah, I should actually tell my...I think we are friends that I'm sorry for forcing them in this situation...but really I'm not...or am I?
Idk!

I just know that in the real world you are going to have to live and put up with people you don't like or people that annoy you. You can't just avoid problems like they don't exist and lie about them or make them out to be bigger than they are.

Of course since I'm not a figure of great knowledge and purity I have no right to judge people on the way they are even though I have my own opinions. I am no better, I'm pretty much worse right now.

Even after the problem started I didn't think it would be that bad so I didn't do anything to change it. After all...they are my friends and they are my friends because I like them. I thought this could be a lot of fun!

Point your fingers at me if you want, go a head...but just don't dunk Astro in the toilet! T.T

I will be on my best behavior during college, I will do my best to be kind and friendly just like I always had planned. If my friends plan a war I'm going to stay out of it.

I'm not going to get mad or violent, I'm just going to live with what I've done.
Because I'm in the wrong. If they hate me...well the dorm is split into 2 rooms, we never have to talk to each other ever if that is what they want.

I just want us to be honest with each other...maybe I should start...geez I'm going to throw up.

I'm not an up front person. I don't like being yelled at so I tend to avoid confrontation...maybe I should start listening to my own head before I do things out of spite...

I want everyone to know right now that it takes a lot before I can actually say I hate someone or that they annoy me.
And I don't know how to give up on people or let things slide. Which is probably the problem.

I mean it wasn't even me who was being knocked in the first place, but it still offended me.

.................
.........................................yeah I should be curbed stomped.
This is why I try to stay away from people! I always fuck it up!

I want to draw...pokemon...holy crap college!

Yeah...I really want to draw my pokemon comic right now. I think it might be because DP is ending, but I just really want to. But I just feel like I'm forced to keep to a schedule and just draw RAINE or EE...as if I'm doing this as a professional not just a fan...Honestly, I think I should be able to draw Jubaku if I want to and not hold back because of this schedule or list.
Like right now I don't even feel like drawing EE. I'm not going to quit because I like it but...man I want to draw something pokemon.
Right now I even know if I can complete pages during school because of my manga studio problem...
Ugh...I just don't want to come off as a person who starts things but never finishes them...Jubaku is a completed story so...that might also be a reason I want to draw it.
RAINE, EE and Jubaku have all been thought out, start to finish, unlike other stories I have....Blarg...what to do...

Man I can't believe I'm starting college in 10 days...maybe I should start packing...

Oh also...I lost my class schedule...f-....damn...

Man Paul...he...he just...DAMN IT! It's...crap...spoilers. Man I love that character and if he doesn't go to Isshu or whatever it is called I'm not going to watch pokemon anymore. His character is so incomplete in my opinion. I guess you could see it that after...stuff in the last episode happened....that he's better but I just think there could be more.