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Favorite Things: Anime, Books, Manga, Food, Rock, J-Music, K-Pop,Drawing, Laughing, Music
Top 3 Favorite Anime: Tokyo Ghoul, Noragami, Darker than Black
Top 3 Favorite Manga: Noragami, Tokyo Ghoul, Akatsuki no Yona
Top 3 Favorite Songs: Bae Bae (BigBang), Bulls in the Bronx (Pierce the Veil), Gotta Talk to You (Seungri)
Life is: what you make it
4 inches of snow means no school where I live. So no school today.
Besides the fact that school is not my favorite place, this is actually really good because it gives me more time to procrastinate study for exams.
But, seriously, exams start in a week and I'm not the kind of person who wants till the last few days to start cramming. I'm going to actually work now.
Something about me, that I think is really strange considering my lack of self control, is that if I tell myself I'm not allowed to do something for a certain amount of time then I really won't do it. Like if I know I need to focus on work instead of watching anime or something, then I can think to myself, 'you're not allowed to watch anime for a day'. And I won't watch a single episode that day and I'll get my work done because I have nothing else to do. It's the only method that seems to end my procrastination so today I'll have to tell myself not to read this book I can't put down lately. (Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry, it's a really good book if you like romance and stories about real life)
A Little Randomness:
Yesterday a classmate of mine came to school wearing a Tokyo Ghoul mask(the one Kaneki wears). He and all his friends are excited for season 2. They don't even know I'm into anime and I would like nothing more than to be able to make a friend or talk to a person who shares the same interests as me, but I honestly don't know how to approach people irl. Like, do I just walk up to him and say 'hey, I like your mask. You watch Tokyo Ghoul too?'
Probably not gonna happen because the awkwardness would cause me to drop dead on the spot. Maybe that's the problem, maybe I'm over thinking this. Most people would not feel awkward at all, but I guess everyone has to have problems and my shyness is probably the only big problem in my life right now. Literally. I get good grades, I join clubs, I don't have any physical or emotional issues, and I'm actually very happy when I'm by myself, but I have no friends. Talking to anyone besides my family (& I mean mom, dad, siblings, not even relatives) makes me uncomfortable. It's way easier on the internet for some reason, but even then I don't say certain things I want to say. Didn't mean to turn this into a rant, but oh well.
Time To Study.
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