haha so i JUST figured out how to do introductions and stuff so hahaha!!! yea just doing one now lolz. well since this is a blog about random stuff and me i guess i should add in a little bit of information about myself up here
Real Name: Jordan
Pen Name: Dusk ^_^
well ummm im not really sure what else to say really buuuuuut hmmmmmmm i dunno just read the world lolz
trust me you will probably get to know me better from that than any thing else lolz
enjoy xp
ok.... i seriously wonder how people would think this was even worth making let alone... i dunno profit making!?!?! i just saw a commercial for a game where you pick up play-dough doggy crap... wth... thats what i wanna know... wth... i seriously wonder sometimes... i mean if when i have kids and they wanna pick up doggy crap i will get them a dog and let them pick up ITS crap... i bet they wont think its so fun any more, but hey, im not gonna buy some piece of crap that they will forget about in a week, ill get them a dog that if you ask me, may actually further their lives, but hey thats just an animal lovers opinion :)
i wanna know why its so cold im my room!!! it is NEVER like this, usually its so warm it could be considered a sweat shop!!! grrr i hate being cold.. im about to change into my eeyore pj pants, THATS how cold i am =_=...
blahhh...
i seriously wish i could stop time... its just... i really want things to work out so i can live with leah, and have my senior year at CLV. but im starting to second guess everything, and i know i shouldnt, that i should be confident that it's all gonna work out... but... im just scared for my friendship with leah, what if... what if we end up hating eachother... i dont want that to happen... i dunno, i just know i need to talk to her about her parents and mine getting together to talk everything over, im just worried that something may have changed and she didnt tell me. i know that that's just coming from my incessant paranoia, and that i should just get it done before it's all too late.. i just dont know what to do... ughh.. i really hate this, because on top of that my mom wants to talk to me.. and really i dont wanna talk to her... it'll just be awkward and i just dont want to deal with it... oh well one thing at a time in order of importance... which means.. LEAH FIRST!!!! :D haha.... even though talking things out with my mom should come first, it isnt, because in all honesty.. working things out with leah is FAR more important to me. i've known for a long time that a day would come when i would have to leave my family behind and, well its gonna take more than one day, but i've known for a long time that i was gonna cut off my family, there is just so much crap involved with all of them that i didnt want any part of it... so i guess that im just going to have to work this out, one step at a time...
i still wish it was warmer in my room though :D hahaha
so far my birthday is going awesome :D haha
i got a shower trying to stay awake until atleast midnight, because im exhausted and i walk into my room to see my phone siezuring in the floor... beacause leah, of course, is bombing me... so i go to my fb so i can tell her im going to murder her :D haha yea right, and some one has written on my wall... six times... just take a guess :) haha yea, leah dearest... and there is a seventh one... "merry birthday sisterface"... yea... im just gonna go ahead and sat "wtf!!!" now haha but i love my brother, and he is deffinetly original lolz
so not only am i laughing my ass off because of my dearest leah and my ever so wonderful brother, i see i have a text that ISNT from leah... its from damian, but he is just wondering what happened to me because i had stopped texting him several hours before haha, so i text him back... a few seconds later "Jordon..... (yea he always spells my name with an "on" instead of an "an") are you awake???".... =_= no, no damian i am NOT awake, im freaking sleep texting you...
haha yea i love my friends, and not to mention another thanks to Blaze023 for dedicating that AMAZING drawing to me :D
well i think im going to attempt at sleep now... well that is if people will let me... it doesnt appear that way though... ohh well :D
well... i tried getting things ready for the challenges, and i actually succeeded in getting one drawing ready (even though i needed atleast 6... procrastination is the enemy here) but without a scanner, there is no way i can upload any thing... the pictures themselves are too big, the whole picture cant fit into the web cam screen :/
ohh well i guess i can always upload them later when i get a scanner, and dedicate them to the member... *sighs*
well gonna go do something so i can stay awake for the rest of the night that way i dont have to be awake during the day, although doing this is selfish and mean... i dont think i can put up with spending a whole day with.. him... so im just gonna do my best to sleep most of the day.. i dont care any more... im just so tired...
so im looking at my portfolio and notice i finally have a trophy (i never submit any thing so i was kinda wondering what was going on...)
well it was the comments trophy...??? O_o
so i sit here wondering... are they trying to tell me i talk too much?!?!?
well good thing i already know that i DO talk too much :D so here's the next soul eater amv :)
well im usually against things that pair characters together that havent been actually officially been coupled in the series, but i like it any way... haha mostly because some of the pictures... not all of them, just most :D haha
