i sooo know how u feel. sometimes, as i learned, nobody can be perfect. even Martha Stewart. here are my faults. i am in an alternative school, i don't have ANY guy friends, i don't hav a car at the age of 17, i hav anxiety, i am very shy, and i hav in the past cut. and now it is getting harder to resist. but hang in there and soon u will see the end of a troubled tunnel, even though u can't see it. ^.^