honto ka?
it does, a reality check, nee?
i face that every hour of the day while wide awake; the nights are for sleep and rebuilding energy. Tell me would you kill~ to save a life? tell me would you kill~ to prove you're right?
think before you ask and before you do something. you know he's dead angry from the admin change and this?
do not complain ma cherie about the number of subscribers or their activity or lack of it; the earth is round and TIME isn't the same----see time zones to see where i am or where others might be....plus others who actually do something, as in working or studying or WORKING AND STUDYING.....ones with reponsabilities and others with tonnes of them. so when online? ever thought of that perspective meine liebe?
so you ask forgiveness from him, but are you aware you hurt anyone else extra? say.....me? i got hurt.....i carried so much effort and was stampeded on.
i forgive you even if you don't say you're not sorry, but mark my words i do not forget.
love yaz~
Aizu nee
deshita!
*bows and leaves scene*
you decide what comes next, i just drew your attention it was for me like stepping over my throat and still you say i leave you?
i befriend even snakes as long as they don't bite me-see example my intellectual divas i thought i hated them bad; i am amused they have more luck than me, but in the end why would you care about my random life? it's the online, mainly it's not interesting
*looks back*
excuse me? do you tend, my dear Ren to return to base one, from where i tried to save you? it's not about complaint, is just repetitive and it's not natural and not healthy.
did you realise us rest, including me if you're upset on me, have one beyond awful life won't say shitty, cause it's unelegante for me to say? that the difference of time zone and time management lead to 0 comments& 0 replies in the backroom status?
i one have to wake up at 5:50 every single school day, commute A LOT by car, suppose to stay focus 8 hours straight in an even more stagnant school where your brain is buzzed so bad? then the concen of money, how do you return home? no eating out, no extra time spent in the city. no, home-school-school-home then in the weekend private classes. and can you drag 2 weeks a cold with a killing headache, haze from the amount of medication, nosebleeds so close to bring you to nervous breakdown?
you see, you're not unseen, you are seen but forget. don't. so i can't stay much; i have a lot to settle and i don't have the means to do multitasking like computers.
will you even read?
i hpe so; i had the feeling my stuff s only skimmed and not read and it's seen all wrong.
do you know why i PMed you last evening?[evening being here desu]?
any idea how shocked Matsumoto was when you wrote that mini-fic? that's why in my reply i was acid-honest. fanfics are made by fans FOR FANS to read---not on the actual protagonist's profile[in this case the famous protagonist being him]
it's not me being upset on you but reflect.....how do you think he reacted when her read? what was he thinking? what was i thinking to continue? i played along and it's all my fault. you should forgive me, i have no reason.
another thing....read, read dammit expression by expression and don't you dare let anyone get you down.
it's a matter of maturity to get over a remark and think through before you do something; don't you think Aoi-san wasn't upset? a friend of mine on twitter dunno how on earth she managed, but sorta got him out of his element; over 99% of GazeFandom hates her guts for being honest.....he got over it, he's a grown-up, like you for that matter.
you break down, you cry, then CONTINUE YOUR PATH!
i have a lot to fight for and i can't carry everyone; i wish to help and guide, but i am not Transparency International or the Red Cros.
i have final exams to kill, i have another set of exams after; hen will have to look for a place to stay during university years, and uni is in the capital, and that is DAMN FAR. as usual will do things by myself, only with accomodation will need advice cause it's something new; the rest, it's just a fight.
there was something i seen once: LIFE'S SHORT, BITE HARD.
but blend with the situation and everything will turn out ok. didn't succeed now, there's still time.
if you read and if you care as you claim, do reply.
i care and look where it got me
renjifangirl18
Otaku Legend | Posted 02/25/11 | Reply
@aizome:
aizome
Otaku Legend | Posted 02/25/11 | Reply
@renjifangirl18:
honto ka?
it does, a reality check, nee?
i face that every hour of the day while wide awake; the nights are for sleep and rebuilding energy.
Tell me would you kill~ to save a life? tell me would you kill~ to prove you're right?
think before you ask and before you do something. you know he's dead angry from the admin change and this?
do not complain ma cherie about the number of subscribers or their activity or lack of it; the earth is round and TIME isn't the same----see time zones to see where i am or where others might be....plus others who actually do something, as in working or studying or WORKING AND STUDYING.....ones with reponsabilities and others with tonnes of them. so when online? ever thought of that perspective meine liebe?
so you ask forgiveness from him, but are you aware you hurt anyone else extra? say.....me? i got hurt.....i carried so much effort and was stampeded on.
i forgive you even if you don't say you're not sorry, but mark my words i do not forget.
love yaz~
Aizu nee
deshita!
*bows and leaves scene*
you decide what comes next, i just drew your attention it was for me like stepping over my throat and still you say i leave you?
i befriend even snakes as long as they don't bite me-see example my intellectual divas i thought i hated them bad; i am amused they have more luck than me, but in the end why would you care about my random life? it's the online, mainly it's not interesting
*looks back*
moi, je te kissu
renjifangirl18
Otaku Legend | Posted 02/24/11 | Reply
@aizome:
life sucks for both of us
i'll apologise
aizome
Otaku Legend | Posted 02/24/11 | Reply
excuse me? do you tend, my dear Ren to return to base one, from where i tried to save you? it's not about complaint, is just repetitive and it's not natural and not healthy.
did you realise us rest, including me if you're upset on me, have one beyond awful life won't say shitty, cause it's unelegante for me to say? that the difference of time zone and time management lead to 0 comments& 0 replies in the backroom status?
i one have to wake up at 5:50 every single school day, commute A LOT by car, suppose to stay focus 8 hours straight in an even more stagnant school where your brain is buzzed so bad? then the concen of money, how do you return home? no eating out, no extra time spent in the city. no, home-school-school-home then in the weekend private classes. and can you drag 2 weeks a cold with a killing headache, haze from the amount of medication, nosebleeds so close to bring you to nervous breakdown?
you see, you're not unseen, you are seen but forget. don't. so i can't stay much; i have a lot to settle and i don't have the means to do multitasking like computers.
will you even read?
i hpe so; i had the feeling my stuff s only skimmed and not read and it's seen all wrong.
do you know why i PMed you last evening?[evening being here desu]?
any idea how shocked Matsumoto was when you wrote that mini-fic? that's why in my reply i was acid-honest. fanfics are made by fans FOR FANS to read---not on the actual protagonist's profile[in this case the famous protagonist being him]
it's not me being upset on you but reflect.....how do you think he reacted when her read? what was he thinking? what was i thinking to continue? i played along and it's all my fault. you should forgive me, i have no reason.
another thing....read, read dammit expression by expression and don't you dare let anyone get you down.
it's a matter of maturity to get over a remark and think through before you do something; don't you think Aoi-san wasn't upset? a friend of mine on twitter dunno how on earth she managed, but sorta got him out of his element; over 99% of GazeFandom hates her guts for being honest.....he got over it, he's a grown-up, like you for that matter.
you break down, you cry, then CONTINUE YOUR PATH!
i have a lot to fight for and i can't carry everyone; i wish to help and guide, but i am not Transparency International or the Red Cros.
i have final exams to kill, i have another set of exams after; hen will have to look for a place to stay during university years, and uni is in the capital, and that is DAMN FAR. as usual will do things by myself, only with accomodation will need advice cause it's something new; the rest, it's just a fight.
there was something i seen once: LIFE'S SHORT, BITE HARD.
but blend with the situation and everything will turn out ok. didn't succeed now, there's still time.
if you read and if you care as you claim, do reply.
i care and look where it got me