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Its been a while....

it's been a while since i've been on the otaku, only due to problems related to the school computers. for some reason i can go to the otaku.com, but once i log in an error page comes up. but when im on any other computer out side of school (like now) i can log in and do my thing. lolz well for those of you who have joined my site the Soul Society reaching me has been no problem for you. also another way to reach me is http://www.myanimelist.com on most of my profiles i am known as rebirth of soul. so chat with me sometime if you like! ^^ have a nice day everyone!

MeMe tiMe!!

RULES
-You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
-Tag five people afterwards.
-Leave a message on their page telling them they're tagged.

ARE YOU?
1. Perfect?: no not by far lolz
2. Tall?: 5 foot 7 and half inches....kinda average for a guy, right? ^^
3. In your pajamas?: I love to wear a pajamas! ♥
4. Left handed?: ambidextrous!
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Harold, today actually.
2. Talked to on the phone: My cousin mike! ^^
3. Person to text you: Shabo!….i think, it may have been Bianca…idk, who cares?
4. Was today better than yesterday?: today just started, so maybe. maybe not??!!
FAVORITES:
1. Number: 12 or 9
2. Color(s): royal purple, midnight blue, and forest green
3. Fruit: mango, apple, banana
4. Place: in the woods (it's nice and quiet out there! ^^
EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? yea...
2. Are you happy? pretty happy! ^0^
3. Are you sad? not really.
4. Are you bored? OMG yes, im at school right now
6. Are you nervous? for what?
8. Are you tired? A little bit...im sore too!
CURRENTLY:
1. Eating? Nothing yet, gonna get some food in a bit!
2. Drinking? Cream soda! ♥
3. I'm about to: work on my website!
4. Listening to? lil wayne "F%cking me with her eyes
5. Plans for today? Work out, hang with my friends, then head over to the mall with my sister! ^0^
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles? ....maybe....
2. Lost glasses/contacts? dont wear any 20/20 baby! all day! ^0^
3. Ran away from home? never have and I never plan to do that...
4. Broken someone's heart? yea a couple actually, but not on purpose! V.V
5. Been arrested? not yet! ^^
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? heck yes, other wise i wouldnt be doing this questionnaire
2. Yourself? yes! believe it! (lmao.....naruto)
3. Heaven? Yepperz! ^^
4. Santa Claus? Nope he’s not real….sorry kiddies
4. Love? Yep! ♥♥♥
5. Do you like someone? yes
6. Do you believe in God? always...
7. Answered the truth on all questions? yes

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: stayed in the bed and drooled some more! Lolz jk

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: im sore a little, but other than that nope! ^^

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: the corpse bride!

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: the school bathroom

Q: Do you smile a lot?
A: no... but laugh... haha!!

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: why would I do that?

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: yea once you get to know me, but if you nnever do that you would think im mean because I look mean. Lolz (seriously)

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: in my bed, with the monkey teddy bear that skylar gave me
Q: When was the last time you cried:
A: a while ago…..i don’t cry to often. Once every year maybe??….

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A. why am I watching figure skating????? O.o

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 7.5 ish maybe a close 8

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: nikki manaj “I gets crazy”

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: I told you twice already that I am sore!

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: April (that’s when my birthday is!)

Q: What did you do last night?
A: fall asleep watching the figure skating of the winter Olympics. Lolz

I tag you >Ashio, miss ash, nekomoonshine, redstars, and crimzonN3k0 z

Dream Free

Dreams are so wierd now a days, dont you think so? the other day i had a terrible dream. My friends and i were apparently some of the last survivors after the world was Purged of all the evil (Post Armagedden) and i was stationed to protect one of my dearest friends Sam.

The cool night air whipped across my face as i stood at the edge of the street corner. Gazing across what used to be called my home. The end of all days has finally come. Only those of us not accepted into heaven remain here on this piece of muck planet. Entire nations, countries destroyed....over night. Screams of terror filled the air. The night before the fiery horse set ablaze the skies. ripping the clouds and Showing the people of earth, Heavens true light. That's all but a memory now. As i walked across the ruins with Sam. we came to realize that the street lights up ahead were all but lit. We walked catiously for a while. not sure if the Akuma were out tonight or not. The water had risen up to our thighs. Sam jumped on my back and i carried her through the worst of it. We walked up furthe making sure not to breathe out of the ordinary in fear of the beasts that will take notice. I looked around at the already devoured humans. Their eyes still pain-stricken through their antagonizing deaths. No man was safe, it was only a matter of time before i too died....Sam and i satyed close to one another walking along what ud=sed to be a side walk. until we say a figure of a man in the shadows. The once dark and gloomy street became luminated by one ominous street light. The light hung directly over the strange figure. I couldnt make out his features. but he was wearing a Trench Coat and a Cowboy hat. He Chuckeled at our breathing as we soon realized that we had walked right into his trap. I pushed Sam behind me and told her to run, but it was all for naught. Before i could even get the words out i felt a strange pain around my neck. I looked around and noticed that i was on the ground. Sam was screaming, i could hear her. I had to get up and help her. As soon as i picked myself up, the Gloomy figure stood before me. I saw his face for the first time. His Grin was as wide as a childs on christmas day. and his eyes were as red as Heated Charcoal. He chuckeled again. and the next thing i knew he was gone. They were gone....He got Sam. i shriveled up in the water, and cried.

I woke up soon after this, but the thought of me losing Sam....

The True Definition of Darkness

What is true Darkness?
is it the side that we never show?
is the words that we never say
Or the shadows in the cool night air.

I for one can not say for sure.
Darkness is all around us.
In our hearts
Our souls
Our very minds.

In the places we dont want to acknowlegde
In the places and people we see everyday
Darkness is all around us
Justing waiting for the perfect moment

the moment we slip and fall from heavens grace
The moment we realize that we are alone....
The darkness...it's true Entity,
It's true Mentality...

Is that we are all Alone....

It's been a few days

its been a few days since i've been on. T.T the stupid system is cruel to us all here at school. i'm only on now because the teacher isnt in the room, so i thought i'd make a quick post. i really miss being on here all t...

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