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Just listening to music :D

Just sitting here listening to music, after a pretty darn good day!!
I went to church finally! Lol I haven't been there in some months now. I have my reasons though, so don't get me wrong :p
Anyways I think I'll be making a part time com-back on the otaku! I miss the atmosphere :D
If you're wondering where I've been.. well that's a good question. :/
Jk I've been around "lurking" if you will. Adding some srtists works as my favorite here and there. Joinig the chat briefly to say hi and leaving in an instant. LIKE A NINJA!! :P
No but really my laptop is on the Fritz :l so until I get a new one (which will be a while since I gotta fix my car as well :/) I'm going to be using my awe amazing T-Mobile MyTouch Slide (with the Genious Button!!) Ya gotta add that last part every time you bring the phonw up, otherwise it just seems like "ooonew phone? Ok..idc, leave from my sight"
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Yea anyways I've missed a lot here on the O. And Ashio Chan misses me :))
I MISSES YA TOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life of an assasin

so i just got done watching ninja assasin with my friends (yea i know its kind of old now,but still) and i was just thinking. life as an assasin would be so cool. if i got to choose my own path. the whole plot behind ninja assasin SPOILER!! is the fact that we as people no matter who we are should be able to choose our own paths. now thats the moral of the story from my point of view. not being able to choose how you live your life, who is in it, and what you do in it. i couldnt even fathom that. i was also thinking.. some people express their pain in was that are completely uncalled for. i'm sure by reading that we all have a picture in our head of a moment in time where we did or saw someone else over-react in a burst of pain. whether its physically or emotionally. idk its super late and im mad tired. im pretty sure that when i read this in the morning im going to want to delete it, lmao.

long time..

it has been entirely too long since i have been on the O. if first logged in and went straight to my backroom to find that i have over 40 unread messages, at least 30 unread comments and some guest posters to worlds that i didnt even knew exsisted. so here i am, its been what several months since my last log in?? well i will be here a lot more. my new phone is here to make sure of that!! =) post later, i have to go read all thise messages and comments. lolz

Its been a while....

it's been a while since i've been on the otaku, only due to problems related to the school computers. for some reason i can go to the otaku.com, but once i log in an error page comes up. but when im on any other computer out side of school (like now) i can log in and do my thing. lolz well for those of you who have joined my site the Soul Society reaching me has been no problem for you. also another way to reach me is http://www.myanimelist.com on most of my profiles i am known as rebirth of soul. so chat with me sometime if you like! ^^ have a nice day everyone!

Dream Free

Dreams are so wierd now a days, dont you think so? the other day i had a terrible dream. My friends and i were apparently some of the last survivors after the world was Purged of all the evil (Post Armagedden) and i was stationed to protect one of my dearest friends Sam.

The cool night air whipped across my face as i stood at the edge of the street corner. Gazing across what used to be called my home. The end of all days has finally come. Only those of us not accepted into heaven remain here on this piece of muck planet. Entire nations, countries destroyed....over night. Screams of terror filled the air. The night before the fiery horse set ablaze the skies. ripping the clouds and Showing the people of earth, Heavens true light. That's all but a memory now. As i walked across the ruins with Sam. we came to realize that the street lights up ahead were all but lit. We walked catiously for a while. not sure if the Akuma were out tonight or not. The water had risen up to our thighs. Sam jumped on my back and i carried her through the worst of it. We walked up furthe making sure not to breathe out of the ordinary in fear of the beasts that will take notice. I looked around at the already devoured humans. Their eyes still pain-stricken through their antagonizing deaths. No man was safe, it was only a matter of time before i too died....Sam and i satyed close to one another walking along what ud=sed to be a side walk. until we say a figure of a man in the shadows. The once dark and gloomy street became luminated by one ominous street light. The light hung directly over the strange figure. I couldnt make out his features. but he was wearing a Trench Coat and a Cowboy hat. He Chuckeled at our breathing as we soon realized that we had walked right into his trap. I pushed Sam behind me and told her to run, but it was all for naught. Before i could even get the words out i felt a strange pain around my neck. I looked around and noticed that i was on the ground. Sam was screaming, i could hear her. I had to get up and help her. As soon as i picked myself up, the Gloomy figure stood before me. I saw his face for the first time. His Grin was as wide as a childs on christmas day. and his eyes were as red as Heated Charcoal. He chuckeled again. and the next thing i knew he was gone. They were gone....He got Sam. i shriveled up in the water, and cried.

I woke up soon after this, but the thought of me losing Sam....