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loneliness

The pain i've felt, The one i've lost
The constant storm, The hopeless cause.
It's hard to see, yet i've been so blind
the fact remains, that all this time
The people i knew, the people who cared,
i sit back and remeber, all the good times we shared.
But i've fallen now, there's no going back.
not until i learn the things i lack.
No glimmer of hope, not even a smile.
Nobody that cares, is this my trial?
To wander the lands, where no man returns.
through the devils domain, where the souls of men burn.
Through the garden of old, the garden of Eve.
through the desert of naught, on to the pristine sea.
Now even the souls whisper to me
"go and cleanse yourself in the pristine sea,
So that you may find peace in your minds eye,
and that your soul can go to heaven, when you return to the sky".
But time is not that kind, neither the slayer of souls.
for i may never feel, the wrath that he holds.
So still i wander this vacant land
No hope of leaving, nor peace at hand.
never to know exactly what i lack,
there is no hope, no going back.