- Created By Chel the Bell
FISH&CHIPS&ALLTHATJAZZ
Not actual fish and chip though... Because fish is gross... Unless it's Swedish fish then it's delish LOLOLOL so many rhymes~ ------------ But yeah guys, it's been intense. I just switched rooms... Turns out "I'm" (my mother mostly) am...SQUEE~
That is the noise in my head that I made when my life made one more step to completion. Today I bought Bakuman vol. 1. I cannot tell you guys how beyong excited I am about it. BUT I'MMA TRY ANYWAY!!! So like story time~
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I've always been an anime fan. Just always have. From things like Samurai Pizza Cats to Flint the time Detective to Outlaw Star to Rurouni Kenshin and so on an so forth. But that was my past, as I grew older I grew farther away from anime. For a while I became particularlly attached to manga, but in time even that began to fade. I was considering myself less and less of an anime/manga. I found myself vanishing into the distance. I would watch the occassional anime. Read some mangas that I liked. And look at art, but it was all rather half-hearted. One day I was browsing through one of my favourite artist on dA. They often posted spoilers for Naruto. Eventually I got curious enough to search out and read these myself. (Note: I was never a really big fan of Naruto. I liked it at the beginning but then it became too much. But I also had a love-hate sorta relationship with it. Loving it at one time, hating it the next, only for the pattern to repeat). And that's when I discovered onemanga.com.
I'll admit it. I read mangas online. But never ones I owned. I don't know. I was a stickiler for it. Tough I do think I might've read some of DNAngel... But only because I couldn't get my hands on a copy of the last couple of mangas. What started it all for me was onemanga and Naruto. I would read the newest chapters every so often, not really caring to keep tract. Sometimes when I was bored, I would hit random manga, and read... well random manga. Some where interesting some were not. Now I can't remember if it was through random manga, or from seeing update after udate for it, but I eventually stumbled onto Bakuman. At first it was nothing new, just another manga. But I was younger then, foolish.
The first chapter wasn't that big a deal too me. Rather boring in fact. I almost stopped reading it. But something compelled me to read it more. Perhaps it would get better in time. I hadn't even given it a chance. A month passed and I tried reading it again. I skipped the first chapter barely recalling what had happened.... And that was it. I was taken away. There was something about the characters. I could relate. And not on just a shallow "oh hey I act like that sometimes" kind of thing. No, it was much more than that. Their struggles became my struggles. Everytime the succeeded I succeeded. And when they failed I would cheer knowing that their determination would pull them through. They became the type of persons I wanted to be. they followed their dreams and never gave up, a common theme in manga. But here, in this story, it resonated in me. I was swept away.
I'll admit that it wasn't always rainbows and butterflies. Like I said the first chapter was kind of lackluster when I first read it. And the Tanto arc was torturous. And I'm not always a fan of the pairings.... But it always brings me back. There's always somehting there to make up even for the parts I don't like. Takagi and Kiyoshi (is that her name haha) totally destoryed any chance of Takagi and Aoki Ko(oh gosh I forget their names all the time~! That's right though, yes?) But this was made up with Hatz(I srsly don't know his name. the guy with the white hat) and Aoki Ko. Heck even Himamura obsessing over her made up for it.
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Well as much as I would ove to continue to talk about Bakuman... I'ma go ahead and read vol 1 and then I'm going to sleep. I'm sorry you all have to put up with my fangirling. Haha, but I srsly haven't fangirl'd in a while~
School and stuff.
I think mostly just school, but whatever.
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ARGH BLARGH EXAM ON THRUSDAY *SOBSOB* It's okay I can do it probably.
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I saw an old classmate of mine. It was shocking. I was living WesCiv and BAM there he was. It was really shocking because I didn't think I'd ever see him. Who knews he was in a class right after mine!
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I don't have sociology today because the teacher wants to have individual meetings with the students. I debated about going but decided not to because I kinda really hate talking to people one-on-one. I mean I hate talking to people in general but one-on-one is the worst. I figured I'd break down and start twitching like maniac (because when I'm really nervous my face spasms. It's completely embarrassing. That's what I get for forcing the rest ofmy body not to shake though. *sobsob*). BUT THAT'S OKAY! Because we were only going to talk about our research papers (which I didn't even have a topic too), and instead of going to the meeting and brainstormed and came up with a topic. But I skipped a step ad asked a question and now I dun know what establishing a phenomenom is.... PFFT GUYS I'M REALLY BAD AT DOING RESEARCH PAPERS. Actually, I'm so incredibly bad I'm actually good. Because the last research paper I wrote, I waited until like a couple of days before it was due or something, and spit out pure genius. Or something. LOL I got a good grade on it and that's all that matters. But yeah. The topic I choose is families. The question I ask is "How do differenttypes of families effect society?" the hard part is getting any information on it. Stupid databases are stupid. Iwant to use yahoo, but we have to use "scholarly sources" and you know yahoo justlikes to give you wikipedia (Like the opposite of scholarly). So I can't find what I want. I like the book because it's better much tells me the things I want to know, but I need like 2/5 (IDK which it is) sources, and the book is only one. Databases are stupid. *pouts*
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So now I'm waiting until like 11:10 to go to german, because stupid teacher had to cancel class so my schedule is all ruined. But it'sfine. whatever. I get to chill here instead of trying to keep from daydreaming in class. Gosh I probably have like ADD or something because I have completely lost my ability to pay attention. But Anyway, German. I love german you guys, I just can't pronounce like any of the words *sobsob* But I like understand it for the most part. OH GOSH GUYS I DON'T REMEMBER NUMBERS. Like especially things after like 10. PFFT IT'S SO HAD TO DO BIG NUMBERS. But I've never been good with large numbers. PFFT I can only remember like 20 and 30 in spanish. and like 90, because it was easy. I think 90 in german is neunzig. AND THAT'S ANOTHER THING! G is like some sorta gsch sound, and they pronounce like ever letter. And I'm like the e is totally silent and then BAH IT ISN'T. And I'm like *sobsob* I don't understand. So I think that's why pronounciation is hard for me. Also it's really rough and like thoarty so I'm not good at that either. SHOULD JUST TAKE FRENCH~! I could pronounce the heck out of some french maybe. PFFT I think I'm going to major in german. Have I told you my dream? It's to dual-major in German and French and minor in Russian and Japanese. PFFT I really just want to learn Russian because I'm secretly obsessed with it and Russians are totes cool for being dirty commies (LOL). But like Japanese could be useful, and I really want to learn just languages because I LOVE THEM. Srsly for someone who hates talking, my favourite subject shouldn't be a language gotta-talk-all-the-time class. BUT IT IS~ Did I tell you guys got a 100% on my German exam?! I was so happy about it. I thought I missed like a bunch, but I didn't. So yeah. That's about it.
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My mom bought me Milano cookies which are delicious. But sh got the Milk chocolate kind. She was all "LOOK WHAT I BOUGHT YOU?!" and I was like "THANKS! BUT I LIKE THE MINT ONES BETTER!" and then she was all *disappointed face* and I all *guiltyguilty* "IT'S OKAY ILIKE THESE TOO, BUT MINT ARE BETTER". PFFT I totally don't know how to handle those situations. But if she buys me more I want her to know I like the mint ones. THE MINT ONES~ She also bought puffcorn but only gave me a small baggy. GOSH GUYS THOSE STYRFORM PACKING PEANUTS FLAVOURED LIKE POPCORN AND MELT IN YOUR MOUTH ARE DELCIOUS! have you guys every had Puffcorn? It's a cheetoes product and it's like srsly one of the most delicious things ever. Myfamily is obsessed with them. BECAUSE THE ARE COMPLETELY NOM. Like my mom buys like two bags and they don't last a day.
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So yeah that's about it. I still have tons of time to waste.... I should like study or something... but w/e.
Procrastination.
Is a terrible, terrible place to live. Sure it seems nice at first, but things go down hill fast. Kind of like the end of the Roman Empire! Or something.
But yeah I'm like so super busy today, because I procrastinated yesturday, and I'm still procrastinating *sobsob*. I can't stop. I'm addicted to procrastinating. But yeah tons to do. Like laundry. And studing (I should try studing a little throughout the week instead of alot on one day, PFFT). A a wee bit of homework. And I need to take a shower. The homework can wait till later (Maybe even tomorrow... OMG SEE WHAT I MEAN WITH THE PROCRASTINATING?!), and I can study throughout the day, but laundry and shower gotta happen before I head on back to my dorm. *SOBSOB* I hate leaving home. I'm not cut out for college life.
So I have to study like insanely for my WesCiv exam, and it's like super odd because I NEVER STUDY. So I'm like "How do people study?" PFFT so I have like six question I need to study for the 4-page essay part of the exam. But I figured I'd only study 5 of them, because there will only be two on the exam,and we'll only have to pick one of them. BUT I HAVE TO STUDY THAT STUFF ANYWAY FOR THE MULTIPLE GUESS PART. But I'm not going to study it as hard, because like LOL who cares about Mesopotamia? BUT ARGH GREECE AND ROME! Just get in my head and stay there. I love you guys why are you doing this to me~?! PFFT I REALIZE I KNOW NOTHING! PFFT. But whatever I'll get. I have until thrusday. The tought part is going to be remember the stuff about the Brits and Germans that Tacticus talked about. OHMEHGOSH So many german tribes. SO MANY!
PFFT So yeah I have to do all of that (Guys don't procrastinate it's bad forrealz). I have to check to see if I have any online German stuff I have to do. OMG I HAVE TO DO SOME GERMAN HOMEWORK TOO! UGH I also have to come up with a topic for a sociology paper. I guess I'll do like gender roles or something. IDK. I'm too self-centered for sociology. WHAT SHOULD I DO GUYS?! I DUNNO It's tough. AND ARGH I SHOULD PROBABLY JUST GO TO LIKE THE ONE-ON-ONE MEETING WITH MY TEACHER ON TUESDAY (since we don't have class because our teacher is giving one-on-one meetings), but like I don't want to go because then it'll be all "So what're you going to do?" "I dunno" "What are you passionate about?" "Nothing." LOL after that I imgaine just a blank stare. But it'll probably be like "There's go to be something?" "No really there isn't anything." "Well what are your interest?" "I don't have any." And so on. GUYS I'M REALLY LAME. don't let my cool exterior fool you. OHMEHGOSH GUYS I HAVE AN IDEA. I'll write it up about language. How language effects our outlook or something. YEAH? That's a good diea right? Langauge is something to do with sociolody right? RIGHT?! *sobsob* I dunno. This just reminds me about how I was going to do my social expirement yesturday, BUT I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT. It was to go 24 hrs without saying or thinking I. Which is like totally impossible for me. I could maybe go 24hrs without saying i, but not thinking it, I couldn't do. I mean, just check out how many times I've said I in this whole sentence I just wrote. PFFT That last one was on purpose to make a point. WOAH LOOK AT THAT. There wasn't any in either of those sentences. I'm on a roll.... drat.
SO LOL YEAH AlL OF THAT STUFF. and all I want to do is watch TV. My mom was going to buy me a TV for my dorm (BUT IDK ABOUT THE CABLE OR W/E), but I was like "No that's okay I don't want a TV. Because I know I won't be able to get anything done. I can barely do anything with just the internet as a distraction. Well I got to go and do things. I just wasted 30 mins typing this up (granted there was alot of just staring at the screen and just thinking, but still). GO AND STUDY GUYS!
