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A.M.V. ADDICTION!![my world where i and guest posters post amvs!!!

its the end of the world as we know it

lol i just had to post this!


thanks for waching lol [have some stuff to say but i guess ill do it latter mabe on the week end i have to go to sleep now cause i have a test tomorow

waiking up

lately waiking up has been weird fore me like i dont open my eyes and be like ahh im awaike you know
i start thinking in my head [while im asleep] about things that im going to do or have to do and then i tell my self to waik up
and i do! this happens at all times [today at 10 and yesterday at 8]both times i whent to sleep late
yesterday i woke up to call my freinds for the scans [wich her internet is kinda weird so i wont get them till next week on a cd] and i was all thinking isant it a littel to urly and then i answered my self no she gets up urly remeber she will be up now and i told my slef to waik up and yah....[for some reason i knew the time befor i woke up]o yah and i was still sleepy then

so yah this skilll can come in handy if i lern to harnes it XD
have a nice day every one

evil baby

my little 2 year old brother has it out with me ....no im not exaggerating as ushual he chased me around the house[i was int afraid of him i just didn't wanna get scratched up bye his super sharp baby nails]
for like 5 times and every time i would get on the bead and he would cral on the bead that reaches his neck! he'd strugel but he would do it !
one of the times he got hold of the vacume hose and started poking me with it!...
the delay continues she was going to send them to me but she figured out that she scaned them wrong so she had to scan them again the only problem was that i had the picktures with me and she was at he house
thanks for trying but im shure we will get them next time!!!!tranaja ^^
ps:i will be geting you more picks too while i wait XD for tomorrow

well my love life kinda suck right now ...all the guys that i love like friends like me [well not all but alot]like a girl friend
and i dont love anyone anymore but i would like to so that i didnt have to reject any of my friends i could just tell them i was in love with soem one else[i geus its the same thing in a way or wors...]
and the guy that i kinda like has known one of my friends that likes me sense ever !plus hes a tad bit of a man whore....no ofence to him....hes cool and all
and i think im starting to like Steven again...but i will neve like him as much as i used to or have so much blind faith in him or any one else that nevver urend it again only to god[lool sounds corny i know]
sigh i realy want to post my art...

litium

no not lithium
well iv got the song [or tune stuck in my head]
if any one is wondering its the them song of elfen lied or the musick box's music and the opening song
i love it thow XD althow it is a tad bit lonly
omg!!! i was so pisssed yesterdaY!!!!!
i couldint find my manga anywhere and i still cant good thing most of what i have done has beeen scaned [exept for the first pages of soul ryuki that i was starting AGAIN!!!![iv lost my manga alot of times alredy] its as if fate dosent want me to ...finish
T.T i like my storys too....[i gues you guys still dont know wether they are or not cause you havent read enof yet ....]
so im at school right now posting [sory for the bad spelling no fire fox means no spell check althow i dont use it much anyway
i have work today and im HOPEING TO GET MY NEW SCANS THAT WERE NOT LOST WITH MY BINDER

LAST SURVIVORS

sulcks in the corner *puts arms around nees and rocks back and forth *

well thats all i have to say [other that im going in today ]
again sory for thows updates that i have been missing

>stilll hoping to save up for a table and mabe a computer and scaner[this will take way to long thow so im just gana go for the scaner and tablet [tablet ubove all!!}

editing

i hope we get new color options soon XD im prity content with my curent layout
im so tyered
hm right iv noticed tha some of my freinds arnt geting on as much as they used to [see i do miss you guys] i gess their bisy and stuff so i sopose theill get on once they get that out of the waywell my life is been kinda fun lately[i mean during lunch and stuff ]its fun mocking steven cause his ex came backe nd he only whent out with her cause she was leaving XD
[poor girl]
andy way i feel like i go over g bored with the evil ruteen so im going to twn it down a bit
lol it was funy cause nick saw fill in his freinds car and did some rude jesture at him and phill flicked him of in return and i smacked nick with my water bottel
nick:ow what was that for
me: dont be mean to phill!
nick : aww are you saying that i cant be mean to him at all
me :ok but only well im not around....

have any of you hered of a saying thats kinda like "the kind does not know his own evil"
[i think thats how it said]
it baisicaly saying that some tyrants do not mean to do bad and do not think that what ever they are doing is bad so in their opinion they are actualy good [in their heads]
this i know happens with alot off ppl i know including me
i told steven about one of the problems that iv been having[some of my best freinds like me alot ! and it makes me feel bad that theyed do anything for me and do things for me that they should be doing for a girl that loves them back ]
and their so kind to me ..it makes me feel like a horable person....
becasue no one had revealed their emotions to me i cant turn them down[and their is no way i am mis reading them cause it so oviouse that they like me !!!!] so i have no choice but to string them along....
thank fuyll i know that one wont try any thing [idk y]
and the other one has a girl freind and he wont breack up with her cause of the hard time she is going through [thow iv told him plenty of times i wasint intrested ...poor guy he has been likeing me sence the 6th grade!]
so ant way steven stoped talking after i told him some of this and he was like
OMG your a user
me .......
me:but i dont mean too
any way i some times fee like i like one but ... then i remeber what happend once with a freind of mine that i thot i liked when i was around him i was always blushing under my skin and very shy [un like when im with guys i like ] and i mis took that for love ....

so yah im skrewed
so im prity loved smothered and i want to escape it !
then thier was this other guy that said soem thing seeet to me and i was like o no not him too [he does things like this all the time out loud and kinda emberasis me ]
i just remeber thinking "dont tell me that i dont diserve it "
i dont even want to think about love even if i love them back im sick of it if i lisen to love songs i think im going to blow a chunck !