@red kie:

lol I'm like the exact opposite I take one sip of coke and I'm bouncing off the walls, It makes me an interesting person to be around in public when I do, I get lots of funny looks lol

wow, it looks like you've been doing a lot of deep thinking lately. You do realize that if you aren't a naturally peppy, happy, gleeful person, it's okay. A lot of people on this site and in the real world (haha) are like that, but that doesn't mean you have to be. And if your friends don't like you for who you are, then are they really friends? Of course, you do have to put in an effort in order to keep good friends, but that doesn't mean all hearts and sunshine. Don't despair. If you are really that sad, then confront them about it. Take it from one who knows, it's better to confront now than regret not doing so later.
yeah so this is my first post on the site, so if I'm being too pushy or whatever, let me know. Just thought I could help a bit. Actually, I'm glad to find another cool person on this site who isn't obsessed with all the annoyingly happy funshine crap that's here. It seems like you really think about things too.

lol you remind me of some of my friends, try this, get like 3 or 4 pixie stix and go on a sugar high that 'll make anyone happy believe me lol, wait are you saying you can't act happy or won't? cause if you won't don't listen I speak vile lies and if you can't know that I would never lie to you , I think I' on a sugar high right now, but wait I didn't even have any sugar unless fruit loops count, is that enough to get you on a sugar high? they never have before for me, wait where was I? um... oh yeah pixie stix