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geh
today was rather stressful! gah i hate it
First i whent to speel urly but not to urly because i know it can result in revers clock work on your body [intead you feel like you didnt sleep at all!} so i wake up and im still tyered as hell! gah! and i was like that the WHOLE DAY i would fall asleep in clas except if it werent for the fact that the desks are uncomfortable
then i had work to do that i pland on doing durning my teachers asistance class...and i couldint find the asighned pages or numbers! so i brought the book for that subject to school that day instead of briging the one i actualy needed!
T.T
other than that i was stressed for reasons unexplained....
me today;stresed,bored, sleepy,depressed!
have you guys ever tryed talking about your feelings to some one and have them compleatly not take anything you were saying as a consideration? like their like "i know you and your nothing like that"or say something like "your not sad !" mabe they didnt think i was serious. but how dare they you know?! first of all they tell me that their here for me to talk to [not here as in theo here]and then when i try to talk to them and i try to explain to them what is on my mind, and im a very intreverted person so talking about thous things is VERY hard and akward to me !they through my imperfections back at me and dismis anything i said !!!!
i was like wtf..... but i didnt say anything because then i know what would happen they would some how make it my fould or make me forgive them witch is totaly unfair because they never take and "im sory" and forgive!
i wonder if they realise when their smiling am i their to smile with them....
im often faded in to the back ground and id rather not be so i just leave...
mabe im better off being alone like always....

heday:one of the leading mails[well a spacificly clasified as one] in Soulryuki
[one of my mangas on theo]