Domo! (I hope I used that right xD).
Ahem...hello there beautiful people. This here's my world (why does that still sound megalomaniac???), I will be your host, the name's David and this is the ryyoku dimension
*Theme from the Twilight Zone*
Here's where the projects will be!! xD
Well...ok...I think i'm feeling better now (for further reference refer to the previous post xD)
Yeah, yeah...definitely feeling better now.
Sorry for not being here for like three or so months, but that's in the past.
So, the reason I am here now is to rant (i guess you could call it that) about women.
Now my opinion of women has pretty much even through my life. I don't think I was ever afraid of "girl cooties" when i was young my closes girl friend was ok, there were times when we fought (and those were uneven fights since I pretty much didn't touch her and she would do all kinds of attack on me -_-).
i was on a mixed school for kindergarden and first grade. i got along with the girls fine as well. at one time i remember my mom and sister telling me that they saw two girls fighting (ACTUAL fighting) over me...I really don't remember that...or have a clue who it could have been...
then i went into an all-boys school. didn't see that many girl's there, tho there was an all girl's school nearby (funny how that works xD). Here is where you could say i was scared of cooties since i didn't have an even remotely close girl friend from second grade all the way into eighth grade. Still all those that i talked to (even that old friend from before school) were nice and everything.
then i came to the US and it was like a slap to the face...in a good way.
picture this if you would. in order to reunite your family, your father has you move 3000 miles into a place where you will barely be able to keep up with anything. I spoke almost no english, was about two feet shorter than everyone in my class, and..well you get the picture. but not all of it was bad. i mean the people were great, they understood that i didn't understand, spoke the slowest they could and generally helped me get along.
i guess it must have been around this time when i met that girl...i liked her. first time i saw her was when i got that football off my face (yeah...ouch) she was half apologetic half wanting to brust into laughs, but that was okay i mean i was spacing out. i got to know her (she was even in my homeroom and hadn't seen her since i sat way in the back) she was cool, we played some soccer and you know general merriment.
by ninth grade i could at the very least carry on a normal conversation with anyone and i started gathering some friends. abby and julie were my closest girl friends (you understand why i couldn't talk to the one i liked right? yah...scared [bleep]less) and they were cool they helped me and we had our laughs and all that and it was around this time when i thought
damn! girls look so much better than all guys combined
then i moved again 3000 miles again. and i kinda lost touch...through all fault of my own.
anyway...not gonna bore you with some more high school years because they all boiled down to one point when it came to the fairer sex
damn! they are soooo much better than we are
in all aspects too. sure we may say that we are physically stronger than they are and that we have a higher pain threshold...and maybe we're right. BUT! we're just no match!
women are...um...crafty. they can go from completely vulnerable to kick your-and-every-other-guy's-ass-that-gets-in-their-way in nothing flat. they confort us and care for us, they intrigue us and tempt us.
they're just awesome
i'm not exactly a religious guy (which means i'm not religious at all) but these is my favorite "women is better than men" story
so god first made women. he looked at what he had made and was so astounded by it, and so tired from creating her that he just threw man together from whatever he could find. when he was done he compared them and saw that he liked women better but he didn't care for men so he just brought him to life as he was
in other words
WOMEN RULE!!!
that's all for ranting
oh and uh happy women's day to all women in the world (or...to those that read this -_-U)
xD
laters
Mood: dissapointed
so much has happened that im not sure where to begin
i know i've never said this before, but the only reason i'm still in the US is because i still have my visa and passport current. my dad's the one that reminds us and makes sure we get that paperwork where it should be before we get the boot.
but now that's all changed.
so, my sister got a job at the local hospital like 7 months ago. it was going great for her (she was even making more money than my dad was), i started going to training for my job, my mom also got some odd jobs, and even to my surprise, my brother didn't fail miserably (or at all) any of his classes. then two months ago, my sis comes up with the bright idea of leaving home (for one day) with this guy she met at work. now to this point i was with her. there was some major issues she had to work out and being at home would only worsen them. dad didn't see it that way and we wound up talking about the implications of her leaving the house like that, she made my mom cry, my dad couldn't sleep, my brother did both of those, and i well, i was kinda happy for her.
the next day she had us all worried cause she didn't come back until about noon and when she did she didn't say anything until late when she had decided that she still wanted to live with us and didn't want to separate us (cause that's what it looked like was about to happen). so later that night, we all made plans, my sister would keep her job until mid February where she would quit and return to ecuador (our home country xD). my dad had bought us a house last year and she wanted to head there and get everything fixed by the time the rest of us got there (sometime in may), and all was right with the world (well sortof, we just couldn't trust my sister like we did before).
then, about three days later, my dad and my sister went to a lawyer to talk about our paperwork. from there they confirmed that my sister and me would not be able to renew our papers (since we're not dependants i guess) and would have to apply by ourselves. didn't matter cause we didn't think any of us were going to. but apparently my sister had heard something that caught her attention and the next day, and only letting my mom know, she called the lawyer again and threw this dynamite laced wrench in our system.
and like all wrenches in a system, it took a little while before it choked it up. some way (i really can't remember) we found out that what my sister had heard the lawyer say was that she could stay if she got married to a US citizen (yeah, the guy that helped her get out that one night). and she had actually been making plans behind all of our backs. we actually found all of this out two days ago. when she said that she was going to marry this idiot of a guy move with him to idaho and (possibly) keep her studies going over there.
the fact that this was the day after my dad's birthday made it all worse. she had made all her plans. they would get married by march move the same month and who knows what would have come next. and what bothered me wasn't that she was getting married, but how fast she was getting married. at the most she knew the guy for six or seven months. what bothered me more was that she had my mom (who i thought she told everything) that she was on board with our returning to ecuador (she was even making plans for THAT!) and when we found out all of us cried eight years worth of tears. i've never seen my dad like that. it just broke my heart. it pissed me off that she only thought about her, she forgot that she wanted my grandpa at her wedding, that she wanted us at her wedding (since i don't know much about the plans i only assume she was going to hurry it up in vegas or something)
she loves him she said, he loves her she said. and that's all she said. my dad kept asking questions trying to at least see her reason for doing this, and she just wouldn't say anything. and i kept thinking about was what i was going to say to my grandpa when i see him or my grandma when i visit her tomb.
i guess its only fitting...
this might as well be my last post. i might still log on from time to time.
i can't even smile to her anymore. my mom's got me like some guard dog, they're both scared she might just run away...to be honest so am i.
MOOD: 
mixed with 
Listening to: Remember - HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR
hey peeps, been a long time
ah hell I can't wait. HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR released their PV for Remember (the last single with maaki in lead vocals) and I gotta say it rocked my socks off (if I wore any it would have anyway)
HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR - Remember
whew...now that I got that out of my system.
So how's it been?
My life is in a little bit of a nosedive right now (and with what's happening whose isn't?). I got turned down from a job, my mp3 finally bit the dust and I got no money for another one (and you wouldn't like me without my music 
xD) and just little things that sum up to a month full of crap!
AND...unfortunately there is little bright side
For one I finally got Netflix ^_^ yay! and i'm checking out as much anime as I can (in addition to some Japanese movies)
Seriously why can't American directors learn something from storytelling from Japanese directors. Just look at FFIV Advent Children vs. The Clone Wars...absolutely no comparison.
Well...I gotta catch my breath. Remember took it away xD
(sorry for the fanboyism but I'm gonna miss maaki)
T_________T bye bye maki, thanks for everything
(of course there's always the chance they come to the US again before year's end)
*crosses fingers*
laters
yo yo minna!!
Well here i am, back from 20th bday (which was about 4 days ago xD) as last year nothing big happened. my mom gave me a watch (which is itching right now x_x) and i had birthday cheesecake yum!
other than that...nothing doing. now that i've finished school (for now T-T) i'm looking for a job around town...but nothing so far. it seems like i will have to move to work. and right now i'm thinking somewhere far would be best, but i dunno yet, i'll keep chewing on this til something comes up.
i started reading and watching ichigo mashimaro a little while back. very funny story, its just a joy to read and watch. i also finished the MKR II manga...eh...it was kinda short, but the art was great (tho i was kinda lost in some of the battle scenes)
T-T they just announced that HaMC's next single and live will be the last ones with maaki T__________T
that's that
later kids xD
Sad news friends (probably not news by now, but sad either way). Maaki, the voice behind HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR is leaving the band by the end of the year.
Well, that certainly came our of nowhere. I found out about two or three days ago that Maaki married DREAMS COME TRUE's Masato Nakamura (who is more than twice Maaki's age) and will be leaving HandMC to start her family.
Needless to say, this poor little fan is bummed. Maaki accounted for almost 50% of why I like HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR (face it, she's smexy xD). Ah, what are we to do? Nothing! that's what!
Look, I know that HandMC will not be the same without Maaki. There is (at least from what I can tell) no singer that can sing like Maaki does (even with her new HOT LIMIT voice) and in losing her, HandMC loses a big part of it (face it, again, she's the only one that can sing with Yuusuke and keep the rhythm going). But, dear fans, there is nothing we can do. Maaki has made her decision as has the rest of HandMC, since they'll be looking for a second lead vocalist next year.
All we can hope is that no matter their choice, the songs still kick @ss and that Maaki has the best last six months with the band.
ah...i'm gonna go be bummed some more
Laters
I also hope that the new singer comes close to Maaki's range in PRIDE or 'Here I am'
