The names Samantha. Nicknames: Sammi, Sam, Mantha, Sammich. Call me whatever floats your boat. I'm from the Vietnam, babes.
I always care a little bit too much. [...]
I'm a beta reader, so if there's any piece of writing that you want me to proofread before sending off for publication, just shoot me a PM and I'd be happy to help you!
:] <3 If you don't know me, get to know me. You'll have me for life.
A stinky bag person hacked into my account and tried to change my password.
>.>
Hehe too bad I didn't confirm the password change in my email!
SUCKER!
--First swing performance last Friday.
I did pretty gosh darn good. But yikes. Peforming a super hard solo TWICE in a row made my asthma flare up.
I almost died last Friday. Not even exaggerating. It was getting so bad that the lack of air made my whole body numb and tingly.
My doctor says that if it wasn't for my friends who helped me and for my inhaler, I could've died.
So, I just want to take a moment to say that I love you guys. And that if anything ever happens to me, I really hope that you remember it. :] <3
BUT then again on the bright side, I looked pretty hot last Friday. Haha, curled my hair for the performance. <3 Let's just say--that with the dance costume I had to wear last week.... (low low cut top, and short flouncy skirt) I had some GUY FANS if you know what I mean.
O_O Guys and their gosh darn hormones.
Woo Hoo guys. I'm here! :D
I had to go out and get some eyeliner---going crazy without any. <3
Anywayyssss Moods! They're not good either...
{Depressed}
I have to quit singing. After the end of this year, I am no longer a singer. My mom is forcing me to. I have to replace it with newspaper. I cried over it all morning this morning. I still cry when I think of it. Nothing is like performing and singing. Newspaper will not be able to replace it. I'm going to miss it so much. SO much. This is seriously the longest I've gone without smiling. ALL DAY. UGH. Eff my life.
{Angry}
I'm not performing for Swing. My partner is much more committed to his other club than Swing--so he's lacking skills and practice. SO alas, I suffer because of his faithlessness.
All my hobbies and things I love to do are going down the drain.
Oh yesss~
I've skipped Senior Otaku + and went straight to Senior Otaku ++
and I don't even come on as much as I used to!
Hell yeah betches.
(; <3
One more step and then OTAKU LEGEND.
Ah! Hi everybody! Let me just get this out of the way really quick.
Merry Christmas! And a Happy New Year! And a Happy Upcoming-Lunar-Year!
Woo. Anyways. LOOONG hiatus. -.- And I never even said "BYE BYE." I'm sorry, but I have not had any time to go online what with my ILLNESS [I said illness, people], FINALS, AND STUDYING.
So, am I alive?
Yes.
Do I still love you?
Yes.
But this does mean that I won't be able to come on as much as I used to [or want to]?
Unfortunately, yes.
Hahaha, I come back online today, and I noticed that two of my subscribers, had un-subscribed. Looks like they were getting bored with me already. LAME MOVE GUYS, GEEZE.
[insert JK here]
I say LAME MOVE, because even though I'll come on less and less, it also means that my writing becomes LESS CRAPPY. Because with all this time I'm not blabbing about my life to you guys;; I'm writing. And I promise, I'll only post up the good, concentrated, stuff. :] <3
Okay, quick review of what's happened lately:
1. Jazz auditon/final today: Look up "Solitude" by Billie Holiday. The song will melt your heart.
2. Chem Final today as well. I almost died.
3. Drama-for-your-mama with two best friends + one of their boyfriends [who is my son] [not really.] But you get the drift... can anybody say LOVE TRIANGLE any louder?
4. Tiff with a good friend. Booo, I hate those.
5. And just an interesting tidbit...
I haven't had a night's rest of more than 5 hours for three weeks straight!!
I am EXHAUSTED!! n_n <3
Well time to go study for History.
Oh and I get my PSAT scores tomorrowwww. WISH ME LUCK.
I love you guys! <3333
OH ONE MORE THING.
I NEED A NEW SWING PARTNER.
You knew I couldn't get through one post without mentioning Swing SOMEWHERE right?
Anyways, my leg's gimpy because he pulled me too hard on a move and I crashed into the piano...
I love him, but seriously, he needs to practice with something other than a freakin broomstick at home.
No song today, but rather, a poem. This is "I Carry Your Heart" by E.E. Cummings. This is for my Bfftitis: best friend times infinity times infinity squared; she's like my one and only sister. She's going through a hard time, so I'm thinking of her. :] We don't have a song, but a poem; so hope you enjoy our poem.
I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
Oh jeez. Most of the drama is going on with my bfftitis. She's kinda, letting off her load onto me, so its stressing me out majorly. So I'm a little touchy and sensitive today; so if I say or do stupid things; its since my minds not 100% focused on you; sorry. :[
Oh and I met Greicko today. May I just say that he has an incredibly good sense of fashion? Man, never seen a guy who's manly enough to wear a scarf before. :D I think we can be friends...and he can help me shop. xD
