I don't smoke, so hah! :p

The feelings you're struggling with are very familiar and there really isn't an easy answer on how to "fix" it. But you're doing your best, Schultzeezee!

So go on and enjoy your land!!! :D

Tell your mind I ain't blowing smoke up anyone's ass!

hahaha... sorry, but that imagery is a bit funny, though...

I'm terrible with keeping in touch with people. I'm not the sort to reach out and have small talk, so I think I can relate.

It may be difficult, but knowing that you know your thoughts are wrong is probably a step in the right direction. I don't know, myself.

One small step at a time, Shultz. You'll get to where you want to go.

See you around.

Dont give up on yourself! If you cant believe you can make you work, then everyone will give up on you and everything will be over.