I'm gonna guess something specific set off that one big thing, and that sucks. Assholes, well, there's nothing that can curb that one, and we can't control how others decide to be fucktards. But you know this, that the vast majority of people are good, but the small group of assholes just stick in your mind a lot harder.
I don't want to speculate too much on that other stuff, because I might shout encouragement for something that might not be too feasible. I'll just reiterate what I've always told you for years:
You'll feel a little better in the morning, whether you want to or not.
As cruel as it may come off over the internet, I'm smiling each day you're alive. Obviously I'd want those days to be absolutely wonderful for you to live but as long as you keep trucking the chances are you'll come across days of awesomeness sooner or later. Preferably sooner :3
Madman With a Box (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/30/09 | Reply
I know exactly how you feel. I sit here all the time watching life go by, wishing I could be part of it. Eevenb if I could get past my anxieties, I don't know if I have the right kind of education to find some work right now. >>;
All we can do is hang in there though and hope things get better, or that we finally find the will to make them better.
Man, October has been nobody's month, eh? Perhaps it's got something to do with the alignment of the planets. Who knows?
I'm going to do something I'm terrible at, and attempt to give some advice. You're a close friend of mine, so I'll do my best. Things get rough going down the road, and as much as we'd like to believe things will change for the better, they tend to get worse.
I'll say this: don't lose your smile. Know that you have a lot of people who care about you, a gang of loud, roughhousing, die-hard fans cheering your every move from the sidelines. They'll support you through the rough spots, and propel you skyward during at the best moments of your life. All you need to do is keep your head up, your eyes forward, and sneer defiantly at a world that seems to be against you. You are not alone. We are with you.
If I were to sum this up with a quote, I'd use a bit spoken by wrestling promoter Paul Heyman, concerning rough times: "You wake up the next morning and say, 'Watch out. Here I come again. A little Smarter. Licking my wounds. And really not looking forward to getting my ass kicked like I did yesterday. So today, I'm a little more dangerous."
SomeGuy
Canadian Liaison (Team) | Posted 10/30/09 | Reply
What Flint said; that boy's wicked smart.
I'm gonna guess something specific set off that one big thing, and that sucks. Assholes, well, there's nothing that can curb that one, and we can't control how others decide to be fucktards. But you know this, that the vast majority of people are good, but the small group of assholes just stick in your mind a lot harder.
I don't want to speculate too much on that other stuff, because I might shout encouragement for something that might not be too feasible. I'll just reiterate what I've always told you for years:
You'll feel a little better in the morning, whether you want to or not.
Mimmi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/30/09 | Reply
As cruel as it may come off over the internet, I'm smiling each day you're alive. Obviously I'd want those days to be absolutely wonderful for you to live but as long as you keep trucking the chances are you'll come across days of awesomeness sooner or later. Preferably sooner :3
TimeChaser
Madman With a Box (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/30/09 | Reply
I know exactly how you feel. I sit here all the time watching life go by, wishing I could be part of it. Eevenb if I could get past my anxieties, I don't know if I have the right kind of education to find some work right now. >>;
All we can do is hang in there though and hope things get better, or that we finally find the will to make them better.
*hugs*
Bazinga!
Petie
Otaku Legend | Posted 10/30/09 | Reply
Flint, I don't know how you do it but you really have a way with words.
So, as the case seems to be usually, just hang in there. You most definitely are not useless and things inevitably have to change.
Flint
Senior Otaku | Posted 10/30/09 | Reply
Man, October has been nobody's month, eh? Perhaps it's got something to do with the alignment of the planets. Who knows?
I'm going to do something I'm terrible at, and attempt to give some advice. You're a close friend of mine, so I'll do my best. Things get rough going down the road, and as much as we'd like to believe things will change for the better, they tend to get worse.
I'll say this: don't lose your smile. Know that you have a lot of people who care about you, a gang of loud, roughhousing, die-hard fans cheering your every move from the sidelines. They'll support you through the rough spots, and propel you skyward during at the best moments of your life. All you need to do is keep your head up, your eyes forward, and sneer defiantly at a world that seems to be against you. You are not alone. We are with you.
If I were to sum this up with a quote, I'd use a bit spoken by wrestling promoter Paul Heyman, concerning rough times: "You wake up the next morning and say, 'Watch out. Here I come again. A little Smarter. Licking my wounds. And really not looking forward to getting my ass kicked like I did yesterday. So today, I'm a little more dangerous."
ShadowLight
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/30/09 | Reply
*snugs*
It hasn't been anyone's year in fact, darling. I cannot wait till next year comes by, it will be better if not just a little.
As for your vent, all I can say is we are here, I'm here to listen to all you have to say to me. Everything like we always were.
Beckles is right all you can really do is hang in there, it will get better eventually. You will see.
The crazy bubbly shadow
NightBeck
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/30/09 | Reply
*hugs* Hang in there, babe.