Honestly babe, I still think of you as a 20 year old girl. And you still are mind you. <3
Aaaand for me, I still think and sometimes even say, I'm 19. I feel like I'm 19. Seriously.
Ahhh I wish we could stop the clock somehow, srsly.
But lately being close to 26 is making me feel like I should start dressing otherwise and perhaps be more mature? I feel like, I'm not allowed to think or do something because I'm not that age anymore and it kinda makes me sad because I still think I'm THAT age and gawd, I do look like 19 year old girl. People keep mistaking me with that age (or even younger!!) even if I do try my best to dress as someone of my age, LOL!
Definitely not complaining on that part :P
I keep on thinking about that talk we had AGES ago about you feeling old around the age I'm now? Remember?
It makes me miss you even more. I'm trying to catch you on FB many times a day/week but never find you there or even at msn tonight. Booo...
Hope you had a amazing birthday!Sorry I wasn't there to celebrate with you, I feel awful that I wasn't.
Last edited by ShadowLight at 8:45:04 PM CDT on March 16, 2011.
Hmm, favorite thing, well that would have to be the home made Swedish meatballs I made for New years! They turned out so yummie, and melt in your mouth, oh they were great. The hubby enjoyed them a whole lot too.
I don't want to know what 40 is like, whaa lol. But I suppose yeah, it just really hit me ya know though, like holy hell I'm 30. When did I get so old?! I never used to think 30 was old until I turned it.
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/17/11 | Reply
I refuse to think that 30 is old. >3< I mean, I still have a little while to go, but I can feel it creeping up on me. DX Although I think this whole "What happened!?" is more of a milestone-syndrome. *nods* Like how 10 year olds are "no longer children". And 20 year olds think they know more than their parents cuz they're "adults" now. So 30 is like this then? I wonder what 40 would be like...
Im getting up there in age as well, and ive had the same thoughts about it too. physically and Mentally i still feel as if im 21, but i guess the simple fact that i KNOW im older makes it seem strange.
I think the main reason for the confusion is that in this century the generational gaps have become alot closer when it comes to mainstream interests. Nowdays its normal for grandparents to play Wii and have Iphones, and stuff like that, as opposed to when we were kids when it wasnt so normal for grandparents to play nintendo lol.
I also work with some people who are quite a bit younger than me (19 - 25) who already have multiple children of their own, so i guess the responsibilities of parenthood can certainly make someone grow up a bit faster as well.
so i guess the "kids" and "old people" status has been blurred a bit in our present time. Things are changing and i guess our ages solely depend on how we carry ourselves and how we view ourselves in general :)
it was good to catch your post and i certainly hope to chat more soon :)
Madman With a Box (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/17/11 | Reply
I wonder how long it'll take for the realization to hit me when I turn 30 this years. It still doesn't feel real that I'm almost there. What the hell happened?! @3@
ShadowLight
Otaku Eternal | Posted 03/16/11 | Reply
Honestly babe, I still think of you as a 20 year old girl. And you still are mind you. <3
Aaaand for me, I still think and sometimes even say, I'm 19. I feel like I'm 19. Seriously.
Ahhh I wish we could stop the clock somehow, srsly.
But lately being close to 26 is making me feel like I should start dressing otherwise and perhaps be more mature? I feel like, I'm not allowed to think or do something because I'm not that age anymore and it kinda makes me sad because I still think I'm THAT age and gawd, I do look like 19 year old girl. People keep mistaking me with that age (or even younger!!) even if I do try my best to dress as someone of my age, LOL!
Definitely not complaining on that part :P
I keep on thinking about that talk we had AGES ago about you feeling old around the age I'm now? Remember?
It makes me miss you even more. I'm trying to catch you on FB many times a day/week but never find you there or even at msn tonight. Booo...
Hope you had a amazing birthday!Sorry I wasn't there to celebrate with you, I feel awful that I wasn't.
Last edited by ShadowLight at 8:45:04 PM CDT on March 16, 2011.
The crazy bubbly shadow
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/25/11 | Reply
@NightBeck:
Oh Beckles my love! Nice to hear from you! And I will always be your sugar momma. ^_~
NightBeck
Otaku Eternal | Posted 01/23/11 | Reply
Your hotness is ageless, sugar. *lascivious wink* <3
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/17/11 | Reply
@SomeGuy:
Hmm, favorite thing, well that would have to be the home made Swedish meatballs I made for New years! They turned out so yummie, and melt in your mouth, oh they were great. The hubby enjoyed them a whole lot too.
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/17/11 | Reply
@TimeChaser:
No kidding, the hell does the time go?!
Dark Phoenix
On the Jazz! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/17/11 | Reply
@Raina:
I don't want to know what 40 is like, whaa lol. But I suppose yeah, it just really hit me ya know though, like holy hell I'm 30. When did I get so old?! I never used to think 30 was old until I turned it.
Raina
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/17/11 | Reply
I refuse to think that 30 is old. >3< I mean, I still have a little while to go, but I can feel it creeping up on me. DX Although I think this whole "What happened!?" is more of a milestone-syndrome. *nods* Like how 10 year olds are "no longer children". And 20 year olds think they know more than their parents cuz they're "adults" now. So 30 is like this then? I wonder what 40 would be like...
It's really good to hear from you, master. X333
Love Bug =X3
SomeGuy
Canadian Liaison (Team) | Posted 01/17/11 | Reply
I for one think you'll make a spectacular 30 year old. True, I think we're all gonna be awesome when we're 30, but hey.
Just be glad you haven't been going to anime cons. Teens start looking like kids a lot faster at those.
So what's your favourite thing you've made recently?
Yamchaa
Otaku Eternal | Posted 01/17/11 | Reply
Im getting up there in age as well, and ive had the same thoughts about it too. physically and Mentally i still feel as if im 21, but i guess the simple fact that i KNOW im older makes it seem strange.
I think the main reason for the confusion is that in this century the generational gaps have become alot closer when it comes to mainstream interests. Nowdays its normal for grandparents to play Wii and have Iphones, and stuff like that, as opposed to when we were kids when it wasnt so normal for grandparents to play nintendo lol.
I also work with some people who are quite a bit younger than me (19 - 25) who already have multiple children of their own, so i guess the responsibilities of parenthood can certainly make someone grow up a bit faster as well.
so i guess the "kids" and "old people" status has been blurred a bit in our present time. Things are changing and i guess our ages solely depend on how we carry ourselves and how we view ourselves in general :)
it was good to catch your post and i certainly hope to chat more soon :)
TimeChaser
Madman With a Box (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/17/11 | Reply
I wonder how long it'll take for the realization to hit me when I turn 30 this years. It still doesn't feel real that I'm almost there. What the hell happened?! @3@
Bazinga!