getting over fear

I winced from the pain across my torso as sensei-sama grabbed me across my waist and pulled me behind a tree with hias-san, and momo. I was still out of it. Black invading my sight only to recede then reappears, my hearing was fuzzy, I was dizzy, in pain but the huge trench that appeared suddenly brought me back to reality in a snap. I relaxed at shiros voice. He was here. I heard some shouting to control it and peered out. I froze. So his eyes weren’t just a trick of the light.

“He-he-he’s a h-h-hollow!” I gasped I felt momo’s hand on my shoulder and flinched back and turned away from the scene. I felt her wrap her arms around me.

‘Its ok” she soothed

I looked over at once to see kokoro’s reaction, her terror of hollows and all and I don’t think she realized that he wasn’t a hollow. But she couldn’t still be afraid could she? My hand on her shoulder proved me wrong. She flinched back. When she turned away I got a glimpse of her face. Her eyes were wide. I couldn’t detect any pupils and tears were pouring down her cheeks. I doubt she even noticed. I wrapped my arms around her and tried to calm her down at least a bit.

I heard the fight come to an end. I looked up at the presence of another.
“s-shiro” for once he wasn’t upset when I didn’t use his full name. Though I did see him wince when he pulled me up. When did he get taller than me?
“Stupid shrimp-no-more” I muttered feeling him chuckle. I leaned against him and he wrapped his arms around me, as did momo and Ran when she got here. I closed my eyes in shame. I thought I was strong, but instead got hurt immediately and couldn’t help. Plus I was crying like a baby. I felt the fourth squad arrive. Shiro yelled at anyone lower than fuku-taisho if they tried to take me. He finally released me to Unohana-taishou-sama and she let her spiritual pressure flow over me causing me to sleep.
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I woke in the medical ward after…I don’t know how long actually. Momo was asleep in a chair, her head at my legs. She looked exhausted. I slowly got out of the bed careful not to disturb the wraps covering my chest
“Couldn’t they have left my shirt?” I thought blushing. I turned and wrapped my blanket around Momo and turned to walk out. I heard her whisper shiro’s name and smiled, turning back to leave. I lifted the curtain separating the room and almost screamed. Vathana-san. I immediately felt ashamed. But I couldn’t help it. He was a hollow. I swallowed my terror, I was unable to tell if he was awake or not, and rushed from the ward to…well anywhere but there

I went to see shiro. He made me tea and gave me his captains robe and told me we’ve been out for a week. He also told me my presumptions about Vathana-san were wrong. He wasn’t a hollow. He was something called a vizard. After promising to look vizard up in the library he walked me back to see unahana-taicho-sama and treatened that if I didn’t stay and act normal he’d tahe away all my pocky stash. He woke momo and brought her with him as unahana-taichou-sama entered.
So I waited. After a while he woke up. I felt so ashamed after being afraid that I swallowed my fear and hugged him. This was my friend. He wasn’t a hollow! I had no reason to be frightened. We started talking. He was saying how he was going to get in trouble with head captain-sama, and possibly be executed! I didn’t want to even think of that! Its so horrible! A bit later there was a knock. I answered.
“Shiro! “ I glomped him. I felt him glaring at Vathana-san and hit him across the back of his head. “if I have to be nice so do you.” He glared at me. “hey. I’m injured. Be nice!” he shoved me out the door with a “I don’t do nice brat. Wait here” and closed the door in my face. I stuck my tongue out at the door.
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“you just had to see what was wrong didn’t you?” I snarled to the boy in bed. “look at her! When she arrived at my quarters she could barely stand!”
“I didn’t ask for any help” vathana replied. He turned his head to the side and looked down with lidded eyes

“You little-“ I lunged at him
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I opened the door at the broken lamp.

“SHIRO!” I cried trying to pull me back.
“Leave me alone!” she snarled and backhanded me. I fell to the floor in shock clutching my red cheek. I wasn’t the only one in shock

“kokoro…im-“ I didn’t wait to hear the rest. I ran crying once again. I ran to the old tree in the middle of the seretei and jumped up curling into a ball on one of the branches. I feel asleep again
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Yes I know I’m playing the little scared etc girl. Its fun for me lol.and Vathana-san i didnt mean for you to sound like a jerk in the first. i'm not so good at creating words for characters i didnt create if it's still wrong ill change it. and i attempted to clear up the hollow mistake. i was working on another story and got confused.hope this is ok!

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