Name: Nikki
Age: 27
DOB: Nov. 24 1986
Height: 5ft roughly - What? I'm short
Believe in Love at First Sight: No.
Relationship Status: Single / Don't care
Here lately, I've come to discover, it doesn't matter whether I get married or not. It doesn't even matter if I stay single. Thing is, I may or may not be ready for it. What's important is being content with what you have.
I have a lot of favorite anime, but a few of them include: Code Geass, Trigun, Fullmetal Alchemist and Fairy Tail.
Favorite music: rock / hard rock / heavy metal, pop - I like things that people have said doesn't fit me.
My all time favorite band is the old Guns N' Roses. The new one sucked. End of story.

Bad Friend

I really feel like a bad friend / person. I find myself not wanting a certain friend of mine to call because I just don't want to talk to her on the phone, and I'd rather be left alone. And not to mention, sometimes she talks for a while, and I'm kind of afraid / paranoid about that. Is it bad to not want someone to call and to feel like you just want to come home and relax? Sorry if I did a bad job at explaining.

Need Something Permanent

So, I need a permanent job. I mean it is, but I need something I can stay at permanently. I can't keep going from job to job, but this job I currently have does not pay well - seeing as I wouldn't be able to afford rent or the utility bills that come with it, and if I could get it, I'd love to have forty hours a week. At this rate, I'm not going to have any money when I retire because I have no 401K or retirement plan. I keep applying for different, higher paying jobs but all I hear are rejections. I thought about transferring to a different store owned by the same company, but I don't know if they're going to really have any openings. I am lost.

Arrested

You know that moment when you find out your elementary school principal was arrested for purchasing crack cocaine? Yeah, I'm pretty sure my jaw dropped when I heard about that just now. He was such a nice guy, and always tried to boost school spirit, and was known for his love for the UT Vols team. Unbelievable.

It's Over

Well, he used the words "for the time being", but I pretty much take this as he broke up with me. After seven months... and I really thought he loved me. Where did I go wrong this time? I mean, I try my best, but it always ends before it really gets started. For once, I think it would be nice to mean something to someone. I mean, is it my job? Is it my family? Is it my personality? So... on top of being sick, I have to deal with a beak up.

Wow... I've been gone a while

Star date what was it again? XD Yeah... so I've been gone from here a while. I'm so happy. My boyfriend told me he would like to take our relationship further (or however I put it). I'm hoping to get to meet his parents sometime in the near future even if I'd be a little nervous. But could I have found "the one"? Time will tell. I think I'm starting to see that I'd be pretty happy with him if we were to ever get married one day. Of course, after seven months, I should be figuring something out, right? lol He's as much a nerd as I am, and he likes how dorky I am.

Another thing that has crossed my mind today was the fact I keep dreaming about dying or well, I don't really die, but I'm dying and have to be saved somehow. What's even weirder is I've gotten shot a lot at work in these dreams of mine. lol hopefully it doesn't mean I'm going to die at a young age. XD I think I'm just crazy. Okay, that was weird and it's over now.